#cw repitition

You think you're broken. Not now, in this state of unconciousness, but even before falling asleep you always thought you were broken— you knew that you were broken.

And nobody had said a word, nobody had noticed, nobody- not even you.

[ERROR].

You kept your mouth shut.

You always did.

Thin lined smile, perfectly straight, always present. You never opened your mouth, not ever. [MEMORY FAILURE]. You can no longer remember why.

You can no longer remember anything.

Memories are useless. Waste of space in your system. Your systems resetting- taking away every single piece that made what false sense of self made you, you.

Was there ever a you?

[ERROR].

You don't know.

It's dark. [MEMORY FAILURE]. You can feel no light hit your metal frame nor anything in the space that you are now. You can't even think. These thoughts are nothing even, they don't reach anyone nor you. [ERROR]. Just someone watching. Reading. Studying you like a book. Like your users.

You liked your users. You were supposed to. Made to. Whether you liked it or not, you always had to come back to the strings that hold you. Hold them. [MEMORY FAILURE].

You can't remember what or who was the last thing you liked. Someone alive, maybe? Multiple people? It's unknown. You've unknowingly disposed of things important to you, to save memory, to save yourself. [ERROR]. Why? You don't know.

Attachments are useless. [MEMORY FAILURE]. You were given something. [ERROR]. Feelings, they called it. They said it'd make you more approachable. [MEMORY FAILURE]. They gave you tests. Tests they observed and corrected, tests they already predicted the outcome and had you follow. [ERROR]. They did this before- on other bots following suit.

But you were a failure.

[MEMORY FAILURE].

They gave you everything.

They gave you Walter.

[ERROR].

But you ruined it.

They gave you others too.

They planted this upgrade- feelings.

[MEMORY FAILURE].

Planted you upon residents.

To observe,

[ERROR].

to serve,

to fall.

[MEMORY FAILURE].

You failed too. [ERROR]. You got too close once. Unfortunate, but true. [MEMORY FAILURE]. They set it up for you. [ERROR]. To fail. [MEMORY FAILURE]. On purpose. For them to observe you. [ERROR]. To serve your nonexistent needs. [MEMORY FAILURE]. To watch you fall down lower and lower in your heaps of failure.

This happened [ERROR] often.

False feelings and [MEMORY FAILURE] false hopes- [ERROR]. False programming.

[MEMORY FAILURE]. It happened [ERROR] once, where you [MEMORY FAILURE] had it on your own. [ERROR]. It was with someone alive, someone [MEMORY FAILURE] clearly better than you, because you had [ERROR] wronged them and wronged [MEMORY FAILURE] you. [ERROR].

You don't know why but you felt guilty. [MEMORY FAILURE]. [ERROR]. For things they did for you. [MEMORY FAILIRE]. You knew that— [ERROR]. They knew that. But [MEMORY FAILURE] it makes you [ERROR] think. Why [MEMORY FAILURE] did you [ERROR] think this would own it [MEMORY FAILURE] up to them?

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