#cucumbersz3

Thank you for asking😭😭😭 for SOME reason tumblr didn't notify me the other asks that went in from over a MONTH ago and your ask was the one that led me to them 😭 its soo weird bc I've been on for time to time but tumblr just didn't notify the inbox??? Like I said in the other asks perhaps the asks went in when I was online therefore the notification didn't pop up???

Anyway honestly I don't really have any fully fledged new ideas these days, there are a few though incomplete but I haven't found any songs that inspire me yet. I got like a list of twst casts I haven't written about but want to and aiming (hopefully) to write all the students (minus Ortho, maybe, but he can be more of a brotherly figure, I guess). On the other hand, I've also thought of making continuations to the existing ones, but I'll see... I just know the ideas would come naturally, and like I said, I have like short ideas coming through, but I just need to finalize them.

IRL-wise, my lack of ideas could be caused by stress because job hunting is still going... abysmal. I'm at a point where I'm contacting people I don't talk anymore just for this 😭 there is an obligation I need to fulfill that requires me to work for few years minimum plus it would be great if i got income because I don't want to be a burden to my family. Deep down I'm still optimistic... maybe? that I will get out of this but everything just wears me out 😭