#cubh

you have been there for me for a ridiculously long amount of time. i barely remember how long. the first time i remember hearing about you, was when kailey mentioned that she and “heather” read my fics on your guys’ personals all the time. i didn’t ever really put a face to the name, although i probably should have, but i just knew you as the other girl that ran the avengers-fics blog.

i don’t know when exactly we first started talking, but i do remember that you would send me anonymous asks all the time. that always made me super happy, even when i knew it was you disguised as a grey blob with sunglasses.

you’ve always been there for me, and you’ve always supported me, in any, and everything. you’re always so kind, and always so sweet and lovely and wonderful, and you’re my baby heater who, for some reason, cheers me on and supports me in all of my endeavors, even when they’re dumb, and even when im dumb. you’ve always been so kind and caring and adorable and you’re a delightful blessing that i would never ever ever wanna let go of!

i know that you’re sad right now, and that really, really sucks, because you have been dealing with my sad ass self for such a long time, and honestly, for the first time in a while, i actually feel happy. and of course, you’re linked to that happiness because you let me talk about that kid even though you’re sad and im sorry that im lame ahhh rip

also that kylo fic rly isn’t gonna help in terms of happiness JUST SAYING OKAY

but! all in all. what im trying to say is that i love you very much, and i always want you to be as happy as you possibly can be, and as happy as i can possibly make you, because you’re my smol tol baby heater and i love you!

cheer up baby heater (@whoaheather) 2k16