May 17
Thinking about cTallerduo and cried.
Imagine seeing someone who was nothing but kind and understanding smile at you with that same kindness in their eyes as they kill themselves right in front of you.
Their face isn't accusatory, nor are they trying to make you feel guilty. Their eyes are so full of love. A love you don't deserve. They're in this situation because of you. You put them in danger and took advantage of that kindness many times before.
Their death wasn't even painless. It was gruesome and brutal. The tnt in the room blew away their body. You'll remember this moment forever. You feel alive again. Not because you're happy, but because you're devastated. After so long, you feel human again. You feel guilt.
