#cs meta

I think about this a lot, we know that those operatives were brainwashed with suppressed criminal impulses and sent back to wherever they came from after getting caught, but unlike carm and gray who recovered their memories these 6 didn't, which means that they are still out there living their life as a completely different person for years at this point, and that's so sad, they've been living a lie for years, they could have families now, children, long time friends something they got from being someone else. Also gray wasn't a VILE operative for long, a bit over a year but a few of these have to have been there for wayy longer, so they just lost their memories of a few years, they've been living with a gaping hole of their life missing. That's just sad to think about.

in fact, she does her more than one. she does this by believing what’s easy—that carla is a tourist and that she’s not proud enough and that she wants to hide away. because really, even after everything, isn’t all of that easier to believe than the truth? that carla would choose her and love her despite her failings and fuck-ups?

lisa swain cannot get out of her own way. self-destruction and self-sabotage come as natural as breathing to her. and for three years she has been so focused on her own fear, her own grief, her own pain that she is now completely incapable of taking people at their word. add to that her glaring inability to ever be Wrong and you get baseless accusals. misuse of power. no credit where credit’s due.

now, if she could step outside of herself for a minute, lisa might realize the gravity of what carla’s saying. because the whole blooming point of it all is that carla is well-used to the whispers and stares. she’s used to being misunderstood. what she’s not used to is wanting to protect other people from it. what she’s not used to is being seen. what she’s not used to is shucking off her tough exterior to finally admit to herself—and the people she loves—that there is more. that despite her big gob and confident air, she really doesn’t know herself as well as she thought she did. and that’s about more than sexuality. it’s about more than ‘denial’.

so she doubts herself. she apologizes. she lets lisa’s pride fester until she feels an undue sense of guilt creep in right next to the love and the hope and the want.

and it’s a conscious choice she makes: to look at this stubborn, pig-headed idiot and want her—to see the best of her and the worst of her and choose both. and no, it’s not pretty. it’s not easy. it’s not even right. in fact, it’s fucking uncomfortable. but it’s that discomfort that will make them both better if they let it—if only they can learn when to push back and when to listen and when to believe the best. and things like that take time. knowing yourself takes time. admitting you’re wrong takes time.

Then killian says “don’t I know it”

And she gives him an affronted look and he gives her a flirty look.

And I can not decipher what that was supposed to mean.

Player chooses the alias of “Peter” for the caper so he can talk to Gray.

“Peter and the Wolf” is a well known classical children’s arrangement.

Carmen is technically a “Wolf”, as in, her father is Dexter Wolfe.

I have been waiting to write this for ages because it just show that Killian Jones is the best love interest in TV ever.

More than once I have read or watched on tv a guy dating other girls or sleeping around because he can't be (at least for the moment) with the girl he loves, "being faithful with his heart but not with his body". Killian had the chance and nothing stopping him, besides his shipmates had payed a woman so he had a reputation to keep (but look, he cared more about the woman's),

But watch Killian Jones: as much as he knew there was any chance of seeing Emma again, a woman who only give him only a word to encourage his love and only had a brief relationship, but who he loved with all his heart, that this was enough for him. He fullfilled his promise to Emma: he think of her every day, and even more he was faithful to her memory BODY AND SOUL, because this is the only way to love for Killian.

Like there is a lot of fans out there who says “omg I hope they have a baby in s6” but like if you think about it they’ve only been together for like 7-8months.. Lucy’s only just starting her career and Tim has started metro- and everything with Aaron it’s not the best time.

Obviously I would like them to get married and have kids but maybe in s7 IF they make one 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

Oh man, I haven't seen this take yet! Obviously I know people are obsessed with giving them fictional babies but I didn't realize it was something people were actually expecting for S6. 😅