"Deserving love is a stupid concept"

Last song: "kashish" by omkar singh and ashish bhatia, not the biggest fan of the rap part but the rest of the song is great.

Currently watching: "Kimi ni todoke: from me to you", I finally started watching anime, I haven't been able to watch much though.

Current obsession: red crackle and cs, always them but have been sharing hyperfixations with "to kill a kingdom" by Alexander christo recently.

Currently reading: My economics textbooks😒, kidding though I am reading it. Got a bunch of books recently, but started "The island of missing trees" by elif shafak (read 5 pages) and finishing "The night hunt" by Alexander christo.

Currently working on: School holiday homework, incredibly slowly making progress on writing.

Currently wearing: Pink shirt with a coral design along with loose blue pants.

Last google search: "eclectic meaning", i was reading.

Favourite flower: I don't particularly have one, but if I had to choose one, I've always liked hibiscuses.

I don't really have 10 people so I'm tagging a few.

Thank you so much for participating in this upcoming year's Red Crackle Firework's Party Exchange. As a reminder, the due date for the gift itself is June 13th. There will be two check-ins: the first is on April 13 and the second is on May 13

Check-ins aim to see where you are at and ensure that you are on track. How check-ins will work is you’ll get a message regarding the check-in; you have the option to share a sketch, an outline, or a two-sentence (at minimum) describing your progress. The main blog will announce before check-ins happen to remind everyone. In addition, reminders of the check-ins will be sent to your preferred communication method.  

Below is the information about the giftee you have been assigned:

Giftee: lemonjxr

Like:   I have FAT crushes on both of them so anything where they're In a situation lookjng sexy together?? I'm down. I looove their flirty teasy witty dynamic. And I love evil carm

Dislike: Sickly sweet fluff (if a fic. Fanart or edit of them being cutesy is very welcome). 

If you have any questions or concerns, please let us know. You are also free to ask clarifying questions of your giftee on anon! Just sign as summer friend till the party starts ^^ [maybe don’t publish this ask quite yet and keep it as info]

This event could have not occurred without you, so we are extremely thankful that you have taken the time to join us. Thank you and will check in  again in April!

gray was carmen's first physical friend who was there with her all the time, she was at an important time of her life and he was an important part of it, who she genuinely got really close to and connected with so much so, she wanted him and only him to come to her side.

Carmen is the first friend gray made and came to care for when he had no intention of it whatsoever, further exemplified by the brainwashing arc.

I will make this a tag istg