Peitha sketch I did between commissions Finished Soto today, so I felt like sketching one of my fav characters of the expansion (I do wish Cerus had more to do in the plot) Had a bit of a break from GW2 these days cause of an unfortunate interaction with a guild im in. Great guild with really good people mind you, but the specific subject of the interaction really soured me. Tried to have closure on lets say on the subject of me trying to find fun ways on having a more lore friendly way to approach my Unholy Trinity crossover with the GW setting and plot elements. Ended up being a lot of bad and completely off assumptions of my intent and my character presentation. Stuff like me wanting attention and people to like my characters(wich I never cared about, never want to force that on people), that I was the one shutting down discourse when met with "pitfalls"(wich was probably one of the most absurd ones since my issue was that there was not much back and forth), seeming assumptions like my characters being unkillable demigods(which they absolutely arent) and even potentially being compared to someone only talking about their OCs and never caring about other people's ones wich was honestly the one time I felt actually insulted by. Frankly if I had a way to ask my questions without bringing up my characters at all I would have done it. And I do care about other's characters in groups Im in, I just tend to ask about them in proper vocal conversations usually. Now Im at a spot where Im insecure about posting about my Trinity in this fandom because they are crossover characters. It sucks cause now I feel like people assume one of these bad assumption when Ill do stuff and it hurts. And mind you its on me for being bad with phrasing and such...but it still sucks, wish I wasnt so fucking sensible. Will probably only post pure lore related art in that guild discord. wish I never brought up my characters at all there. I did get back in the game, tho, as I said, enjoyed my first time with SOTO, hoping to enjoy Janthir as well. Ill try to get out of my head and make more GW2 crossover art, Ill prolly be more stingy on where I post it
