So...thereâs this guy.....who I know likes me.....who has been bothering a mutual friend to play wing man (kinda)....and the mutual friend was like âare you interested at all?â....and I had to be like âIâm not sure??????â
And Iâve been thinking about it a lot lately bc I dont really want a boyfriend. Like Iâm sexually attracted to men and I really do like having sex with men. But I honestly canât see myself in a longer term relationship with a man.
Like I can imagine myself having a girlfriend. There is not a particular girl in mind but that is something I could see for myself in a way I cannot picture having a boyfriend.
And I cant tell if thatâs just bc men suck or Iâm just not at a point in my life where I want a boyfriend. Or if Iâm so-called âcross-orientedâ (I had to look it up but apparently itâs a thing). And if it is the latter, Iâm not really sure what, if anything, I should do about it.
And also, I still donât know what to do about this fucking guy.Â