yeah my roomba keeps knocking up dust bunnies. its a real problem, i gotta get it fixed.

dipping back into my alchemy history interest has returned my mind to the greeeds. i cannot stop thinking about how they made ankh first, but he was too close to human for the alchemists' goals, so they kept going four more times until they finally made gamel, who acts purely in pursuit of pleasure/satisfaction and indeed is made with the most physically powerful animals. and in the end, the one who [last episode spoilers] is the middle and insect one, uva. i am so fascinated by the alchemical details of the greeeds which we will never receive any additional insight on.

i feel like antipsych as a movement doesnt get taken seriously, because well people see us as crazy. but the history and the path forward are very serious. we cannot keep having the same ''oh but what about meds'' argument bc that is a separate argument. the psych industry doesnt care what drugs youre on. it doesnt care if youre ''actually crazy''. it cares about control of disruptive behavior. and it will de-person you as much as it needs to get it. the fact is you have to rely on diagnoses from specifically programmed paternalistic indexes like the DSM for treatment if you do need it, with the caveat that it is also a justification for nonconsensual treatment should you ever stop behaving right. we must be antipsych to move forward. its part of abolition in the end. the state should not have the ability to determine the validity of your emotional health/poor crisis response/addictions/variations in personal experiences. nor should it detain or practice medical procedures on you should their judgement run negative.

developing a niche insane typology around which direction one's discord profile pic faces

why do so many transandrophobia truthers think camab people cant be intersex too? what about trans women who are intersex? do they not face an intersection of transmisogyny and intersexism, especially when it comes to surgical intervention? how is tme/tma intersexist when all it asks is whether youre transfem or not? why cant you just say that youre not? why do you assign additional Gender Deviance Points to being transfem over being fem/androgynous nonbinary while cafab? bc what that illustrates to me is: you think that trans women's genders are inherently more deviant and transgressive + you want the clout associated with that.

pretty much every day of my life is dedicated to inventing and maintaining brutalist expressionism. everything else that happens is incidental