Stoned and crying in the bathtub...
Has me wishing Mistress would come in from the other room, kiss me gently, and then force my head underwater and watch me struggle.
She'd giggle at my bubbles and wait attentively as i fought through the fear and panic. Let it wash over me, and then relax under Her hands.
At Her mercy so completely. i go still, ears rushing with fear.
i can tap out, i know that. i know i can. But surrender is so much sweeter. my lungs ache, my eyes burn, Her fingers press into ths soft of my cheek and the firm of the top of my head and i surrender.
It's over as fast as it begun and i'm gasping for air, face cradled in Her hands as She holds me. my lungs are screaming, i'm sobbing, my joints still ache and my muscles are still full of venom, but it's all painless and Perfect, so long as i'm Hers.