#creatingmyfuture

Thoughts of the future fill me with optimism. https://healthyhappyandterrific.com/happy/thoughts-of-the-future-fill-me-with-optimism/?feed_id=927&_unique_id=616a96ff390a5

Made myself a little sign for the office #creatingmyfuture #smallbizowner #supportsmallbusiness #smallbizlife #shoplocal #shophandmade #etsyshop #findusonfb #pinitonpinterest #inspirationalquote #littlemooandroo

Midweek feeling after a lot of hustle and bringing some inspiring projects to the table. #ilovemywork #videoproducer . . . . . . . #humpdayhustle #imaproducer #videocompany #inspiringday #tropicthunder #tomcruisedance #wednesdaynite #creatingmyfuture #buildingadream #buildingabrand #daily_grind #worklikeaboss #videoproductioncompany (at New Focus Films)

I remember this day like it was yesterday when I got this email, and realized that I was one of the top 100 consultants within Scentsy in the world! It doesn't always seem real that I get to do what I do and go where I go but I am more than 100% blessed that my closest friendships where created on this trip! I am blessed beyond blessed to be with this amazing company. When you can take $99 and flip it into a $10,000 trip!!! Amazing things can happen!! #top100 #scentygreekodyssey2014 #greece2014 #creatingmyfuture #thebnsnet #edieanne (at Beauty n' Scents)

Charging up before my interview video call! Philly to Tobago to London ... Let's get it!

Okay so right now in my life I’m a full time mommy. DONT get me wrong because I love my child and I love being with my child more than anything in the world. Her dad just got a job at a new restaurant in town after being unemployed out of the navy for 5 years. He is a great father and is determined to provide for Sydney and I love that. He’s been working so much lately that I don’t have time to even go out and look for a job. I do so much for him everyday and I just feel like I’m not appreciated. I’m doing everything I can to make him happy but I feel like I get nothing in return. Now, I want to go to school and become a dental hygienist and I want a little serving job a couple days a week. He doesn’t think I can do it because I have really no one to depend on in my life. I just want to improve myself and actually accomplish something, mind you my sister is only 6 years older than me with a 10 year old and has a cosmetology license and her bachelors to teach. She’s my inspiration to get things moving in my life. She does what she has her mind set on and I love that. Even though she’s hard on me, it’s what I need. She’s my motivation to get into school and get a career so I can provide for my darling daughter. I just feel like the black sheep, the loser, and most of all failure with my life. I want to reach my goals. And become the best I can be for my daughter and myself. I was explaining to Adam, Sydney’s father, that I need time for myself to accomplish things and he was actually very understanding in my sticky situation. I’m just glad he can see my point of view and realize my life revolves around him and his needs before my life and needs to give me a couple days to actually try and improve myself because all I want in my life is to be successful for Sydney and him so we can be a great family. We have had some problems in the past with our relationship and don’t get me wrong he is my bestfriend and we have a special bond that no one will ever know and it is weird lol but that’s just us, we are fucking weird. Our friendship has gotten stronger so we can show Sydney how we are a functional family. How I grew up was not your normal everyday family. It was my mom, my sister, and me. I moved around a lot and never had a stable place. At the age 11 in the 6th grade I moved in with my amazing grandparents. After a couple years my grandparents passed away and I moved back in with my mom and pregnant sister, moved schools and had to start all over. AGAIN. After a couple years I moved in with my Uncle Shawn (rip) I miss him so much everyday. I think I’ll finish this later.