#crazy relationship

Karma, Irene. Karma.

when he wants u so bad he has u at gunpoint 🖤💙

I'm in my room, tired, trying to go to bed out of nowhere i get a call from you at 11:45pm. I'm just thinking what the heck could be going on at this time. He tries to bs me to come over cause he had his friends at his apt and they've been drinking. I tell him no and hang up the phone. He calls me back and i say no and hang up again. He texts me; still a no. He put his friend on the phone to convince me and I'm just like wth, I'm sure he has 50 other girls he can be calling but he only wanted me. This went on for an hour, long story short i just said fuck it I'm coming . When I got there i see two white boys, Jimmy ("hill billy") and Lenard ("my boi") from his soft ball team. At first things were awkward, after being pressured from bae, Jimmy says fuck it lets go. The longest 30 mins of my life. He was sweating so hard but wasn't really putting in work. I get out the room cause ain't shit really going on only to find out L and B sleeping. Lol Lenard being a heavy set guy didnt want to go so they left. One of the funniest moment was when bae was d j ing. I didnt like the rap songs he was playing so he tries to play country music for his friends and they didnt like it either. Lol Bae get annoyed "well fuck you guys! Being interracial is hard" 😂😂 Anyways, after his friends leave I'm just like whyyyyyy. Jimmy was trash and home boys was hella nervous. We start laughing about it then one thing leads to another. " You want to play the game" "No i want to play with you" from the living room to the bed room. One of the best workout I've ever received so worn out i couldnt even get out of bed. I needed to leave but he didnt want me to go. We ended up laying in bed together laughing/talking about life and whatnot at 2am till we fell asleep. Whattt a nightttt. The crazy things people do for love. I swear some days he annoys me other days i think we act like married couple. Any day spent with him brings a little more joy to my life. Headsss lol 💖💖

you don’t realize it at first but they are not in it for you they are in it for the relationship. In these instances I recommend that you leave as quickly as possible. They will bait you into things and make you seem like the bad guy for leaving but trust me you are not. You are the good guy for protecting yourself and making sure that they understand what they are doing is not ok. People can be a bit extreme sometimes and you need to be aware of the things they are doing that are ok and that are not ok. If you are not satisfied then you must walk away.

I'm not sure how I feel about this. Flattered, but a little confused. Have I mentioned he wasn't entirely sober?