Jul 12
my brother keeps taking the ketchup but i want it too, but he always gets to it first and now i am sad. Why can't i be better ? Why is it harder for me to get what i want ?
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my brother keeps taking the ketchup but i want it too, but he always gets to it first and now i am sad. Why can't i be better ? Why is it harder for me to get what i want ?
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i feel like my own body failing me
It just... doesn't do what i want.
Low-key wanna cry but it's 1am
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there is an idea in my head and i cannot get it out, i wanna write it so bad, why does it disappear in the fog as soon as i pick a pencil , not fairrrrrrrrrrrrr
reminding myself that I have freewill and no one on the internet will take it away from me.
I can draw what I want, I can write what I want, I can post what I want, I can like what I want, I can block what i want.
People like the result fast, they never appreciate the process. As an artist and writer, especially with ocd and now physical chronic pain appearing on my shoulder and arm, it's just straight up discouraging. All this mental and physical pain just for something that's just . . . Isn't it.
I'm trying to love my craft, and I know it's unhealthy to relay on people's perceptions of the results. But sometimes I just want someone to remind me how to love what I make.
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i wanna hyperfixate on my hobbies but my brain keeps saying it's bad and wrong. Idk what to do anymore
Aw man, kept ruminating on whether to go for a walk or not and now it's raining
I feel like I don't even like my hobbies anymore
I am just doing them and showing them off in hope that someone shows up and teaches me how to love them again