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Since people are seeming to like Out Of My Mind, I’m taking the opportunity to recommend everyone watch Speechless, a tv show that was on ABC and had three seasons and is about a nonverbal teen with cerebral palsy, and the actor has cerebral palsy IRL. It’s a really good show and it’s freakin funny.
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Whenever I get sick especially if I get lightheaded or fatigued my muscles go into overdrive and tremor/tremble constantly, it’s like a far worse version of the spasticity… anyone else (especially people with cerebral palsy) get this?
As someone with mild CP, some rambling thoughts:
I literally thought everyone’s muscles hurt and were tight all the time and it was worse with movement. I was just like that’s how muscles are. This was furthered by some stuff my mom told me but it was based on the fact that this was all I’d ever experienced and people would be like oh my legs hurt after a run etc.
In part because of this, and the ways my family downplayed/dismissed/ignored my disability, I constantly have the “am I faking it am I really disabled” even though the answer is YES.
Even though if I’m in the cold for too long all my muscles seize to the point I collapse. Even though I’ve since learned my muscle pain after any kind of exercise is Way Worse than able-bodied people’s muscle pain from the same exercise. Even though there are countless things I cannot do, or am just straight shit at no matter how much I try. Even though I hate going out for long periods of time in the city or other places without a car because my muscles might decide to quit and then I NEED to sit down but there isn’t anywhere to sit down.
Your brain is going to tell you you’re not actually disabled or you don’t deserve to identify as disabled because there are people who have more severe disabilities than you do. Your brain is being an asshole, don’t listen.
Eduardo "Eddie" Montoya (Alma's Way)
[Image Description: Official art. Eddie, a young boy with tan skin and straight, black hair. His hair is shaved on the sides, leaving a faux-hawk style on top. He is wearing a black T-shirt and dark pants with yellow soccer cleats. He is chasing a soccer ball on the grass. There are braces on his legs and he is using forearm crutches. He is smiling. End ID.]
Eddie has cerebral palsy and uses forearm crutches.
