Hello, Lady Apple!
First of all, you seem like such a kind person. I love it โค
Secondly, I saw that your personal reading list is quite long right now, but I decided to give it a try! I believe I will receive the reading at the right time ๐
My initials are GM and my sun sign is gemini. I request a message for me from my FS ๐ ๐
disclaimer: I'm really sorry for the late reply. I'm back now and I will try to finish the reading requests in my inbox! Fyi, I will try to keep my readings shorter, so that I can get more readings done. I still hope you enjoy the reading nevertheless.
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Life is full of unexpected changes and ups and downs, and love is no different. Iโm truly sorry. I have been sneaky in the past. Instead of facing this connection head on I deceived you and myself. I resisted the necessary change for too long and the universe decided to intervene. Now, Iโm feeling the consequences of my actions. My life is out of balance, Iโm getting pulled in multiple directions (finance, career, family, health โฆ ) and I try to manage everything at the same time somehow. Itโs so overwhelmingโฆ I want to tell you how hard it is on me right now but... I donโt have any right to do that because you had it worse โฆ and it's all my fault.
I really didnโt see this coming. The commitment I have with you is getting tested by the universe and I know I have to make adjustments and put more effort or even make a sacrifice in order to remain together. Iโm reflecting on my intentions and on where I want to stand in all of this. Learning to prioritize these things for a healthy outcome. More often than not, I pretend that everything is OK but to be honest, not being able to see you is hurting me so much and I get so freaking jealous just imagining you being with someone else. I know I have to stop acting like a lone wolf and stop blocking you out of my lifeโฆ I always had so many conflicts and demands on me that Iโve ended up neglecting you and this connection. I can understand if youโve started resenting me because you felt like Iโve taken you for granted all this time. I am really sorry but even now Iโm not readyโฆ yet.
I know that all of this is a part of a huge transformative process in my life. Itโs like Iโm shedding my old skin (my ego and pride) right now to grow into a new version of myself. Itโs uncomfortable and difficult but I will go through with it to the end. I know I have the resilience and steadfastness to overcome all this even if I feel worn down. Iโm working up the courage to share how I feel. I donโt want to be like this anymore, I promise you I will transform. This is the last darkness before dawn. โฆ Just know thatโฆ I love you more than you know and Iโm truly sorry.
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