For myself- to remember this moment. Eyes burn from the tears, heart is throbbing from the sting, but my posture is set toward the light. Friday’s are usually better days, therapy plus the weekend is always a recipe for rest. To stop striving and create space for repair. Yesterday I felt paralyzed today I feel a glint of Hope. I can face the new day, He Sustains me. Yesterday I didn’t know if Jesus would find me in this wilderness, today I lay firmly in his embrace. Ebbs and flows Rivers and roads The dichotomy of the life we have been given is the constant in between of joy and suffering. I am in the middle, stuck between a rock and a hard place, Somewhere between the shire and mount doom. Somewhere on the journey of healing. I feel very deeply, more than I know what to do with a lot of the time. More than others know how to deal with, but nonetheless space is made. Today I’m thankful for Friday. I’m thankful For the support I have, the way the Lord had provided safety and security to the dark and twisty inside. Cheers to Friday’s, cheers to facing the light, cheers to friendship, cheers for therapy, cheers to spouses and journeys that we go on together, and cheers to Middle Earth; may we find our way back to the warm light of the shire and the glorious healing we are meant to find. #middleearth #rememberance #couragedearheart #bravingthewilderness (at Middle Earth) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKWvs6Qno1oYCSpoDLePL1aSvyHryukXbqZJ700/?igshid=1kzpjubdwsvix
