#copingwell

Things we find in the OLSH year 12 fridge... #Year12 #copingwell #shenanigans

I liked to think I was this forever loving person. That I could give the people I care for infinite amount of chances if they messed up, I guess in the hopes they would do that in return. But at one point everyone's patient runs thin and you decide the fight isn't even worth it anymore. I had a best friend or two where the friendship became a one way street. The first one just gave up trying the distant wasn't over bearing and I did my best to hold onto what little with had. And the other was just too immature to admit to any of her faults and missing me. I waited for her and nothing. Personally I love them both still but I refuse to beg and run to either one they need me they can always rely on me. And I've been that way with friendships but never relationships and honestly this last one taught me we'll to not give all that I can give I should always keep a little to myself and make them work. I tried my best to satisfy all I could and went nights with no sleep making grand efforts to hold up the foundations of this relationship and it fell apart. Personally I would love to run and beg but I'm tired it's 2am and I'm not going to be that girl. I'm going to be right here if he needs me or if my ex bestfriends need me I'm not going to go to them. I'm so over being super soft and okay with these things