#continuedconfirmation

Hello Everyone, I just want to thank you all for the prayers, calls, emails & love shared with me during my time at the vacation spot. I've had my follow-ups (virtually of course). A little disappointed ☹️☹️ by some things..well maybe a lot disappointed and saddened, the best that I can say is #ButGod I'm still here so I just have to be a little anal about more things, but my Home Team is right on point with me and have my back. I've had a few more changes and am so glad that I got #ContinuedConfirmation of my prayers to be surrounded by people who genuinely care for & love me and that I'm not just a paycheck to the ones who are here to help me. So it's time for this disease to take a backseat because #SarcoidWontWin I am surrounded by #WarriorsForLife who know the #PowerOfPrayer to help me get to and stay #DivaStrong The tears still come but I know that I got this & God got me. 💜💜💜💜💜💜🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️ #PurplePower #IHateSarcoidosis #ADivasWorth ❤️🌹~All My Heart~ 🌹❤️ (at Diva's Suite) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cnz8GBXpwVXDrVpXKB3fnGrc3lSBBTVlFvBd-40/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Hey Fam & Friends, I know I have been MIA for a while but I'm going to get better with communication and keeping my promise to stop dropping off the face of the planet. I got the messages & phone calls and I'll start catching you all up (those missing some of the pieces) with this so appropriate memory .. And things only got worse from there. #ButGod It also doesn't help that I lost a few of my main supporters & vent partners. The ones who understood that I have never questioned God and never lost my faith but I am still human as well as the one many consider to be the 'strong' one. Sometimes they forget that I need that shoulder to lean on as well. With the progression of Sarcoid, the only people that truly knew how bad things were are no longer here. #ButGod spared my life and is keeping me for a reason. I know that one reason is that He knew He was taking Daddy and my sister & I would need each other more than ever especially with her breast cancer diagnosis and surgeries. Cindi House-Fields , you know I got you Baby Sis as always. And now with the blessing of my license being restored, I can be mobile and help more #BlessedBeyondMeasure #WarriorForLife and with the recent agency changes, what we all (including the aide that was leaving me) thought was an iffy situation actually turned out to be such a blessing...again #ButGod And with the Carbon Monoxide detector going off and both the Fire Dept (2nd Family) and PECO confirming both a gas leak & carbon monoxide leak, we were able to get out of the house and I made it without a hospital trip and got closer to my neighbor. I thank God for the gifts and spirit with which I have been given. Sometimes it gets me in trouble but I can't change the person He created me to be. I've often said that I must have counselor stamped across my forehead and I got the #ContinuedConfirmation that it's not a stamp but a glow surrounding me. That's my #DivaStrong and why I can continue moving forward and doing things that still amaze & astound the medical & social professionals as they go through my file for supportive services. I hate the phrase "You Don't Look Sick" but so blessed that I don't look like what I've been thr https://www.instagram.com/p/Clhu1RdNr5MupPKH6ytvcwNhcuDG75o6yU7hiA0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Hair done.... ✔️ Check Nails done.... ✔️ ✔️ Check and redone Outfit.....✔️✔️✔️ Majority Rules (only missing shoes) Prepared for my date ✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️✔️Always whenever he asks. I promised my Home Team Family that I would celebrate me more especially the small stuff because all blessings are for my good. It was also unexpected to hear that I unknowingly blessed others just by being me. This year got off to a very rocky and rough start. I was already dealing with depression & anxiety on a high level due to the progression of Sarcoidosis and it's ugly tricks and for that to be followed by making the toughest decision of my life with my family didn't keep the gray people away, it just brought them back out in full force. I'm not a quitter and giving up isn't in my nature. Sometimes I need help getting out of my moment and that came through with #ContinuedConfirmation that God spared my life for a reason, my dash is not done yet. So as I look back over my life, I can truly say that I have been wondrously blessed with family I never would have met #ButGod I may not enjoy the circumstances of how or why but so grateful to have them in my life as we do battle, encourage, inspire & uplift each other. 24hours to Birthday 48. Thank you God that I don't look like what I've been and continue to go through. I'm ready to take these next few days by storm and have fun......💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💔💔🎈🎈🎈🎈🌹🌹🌹🌹🎊🎊🎊🎉🎉🎉🎉🦋❄️🦋❄️🦋❄️🦋❄️🧸🧸🧸🧸🧸 #ADivasWorth #DivaStyle #Divafied #Divalicious #SarcoidWarrior #FibroWarrior #AnxietyWarrior #AutoimmuneWarrior #WarriorForLife #PurplePower #IWearPurpleForMe #FamilyOverEverything #PowerOfPrayer #ButGod #ADayInTheLife IFightToWin #LoveConquersAll https://www.instagram.com/p/CdxW6VruKJCj_vxUA0aKcpbapgsUz5qEtgfAMM0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I truly enjoyed the weekend with both of my aides as we continue to celebrate our May birthdays. So blessed to have an aide that braids and didn't mind putting micros in my hair. Makiatu got to see the sensitive spots and the areas where the hair does not grow. We were able to do my hair with me sitting on the sofa which was more comfortable than sitting in the chairs. We would have been finished in one day on Thursday, but she let me take breaks and when I said I was hungry...it was game over; in her short time with me, she has also realized that when I say I'm hungry it's time to stop everything and eat. So Friday I got to rest a little then she finished my hair and we watched movies. I also got crabs with my weekend aide, Juanita as we celebrated her birthday on Saturday; she also wants to treat me to the nailery for my birthday and dinner either homemade or going out to eat. So I have 2 weekends to go starting on Thursday where we will celebrate Makiatu's birthday and I show her how to get to places in the area since she's new to PA. I am so blessed that my aides don't treat me like a paycheck, they are true caregivers, even the aides that I no longer work with still call and check up on me to make sure I'm ok. My prayers are continuously being answered and God is giving me #ContinuedConfirmation that He is supplying my needs according to His riches in Glory so as He fills my cup to overflowing I am #BlessedToBeABlessing 💜💜💜💜🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 #PurplePower #DivaStrong #Divalicious #WarriorForLife 💖🌹~All My Heart~🌹💖 💜💜 ~Sarcoid Diva~💜💜 https://www.instagram.com/p/COuBAYvnbRX43Yo3gK074neZyAeop3aZYSKd200/?igshid=1w3m30q5gwm98