i guess right now it’s just i’m in the get home from work and hide in my room phase and i know i’ll get better and i hope i will it’s just finding the energy to push myself for the things i want is so hard right now i only have just enough to go to work so i can afford to pay my bills but i want to see more dogs and go to more happy hours and i want to start going to the gym again and i want to use bumble bff and finally start meeting people and stay up too late and i want to try going on more dates but i’m just so stuck so low energy i don’t know where my motivation to be a better person went but it’s missing and i miss it and i want to be more and i hope i can get excited about life again soon so i can do more and my life can be more than just living to work
i want to live for myself again
