#connotativewords

one way.

and perhaps this is why i come back with less and less of who i was..

"All major milestones in your life will be a little scary - moving to a new city, graduating, starting a new job, falling in love. The thought of anything that takes you out of your comfort zone can be terrifying, but “if it’s both terrifying and amazing, then you should definitely pursue it.” - Connotative Words-

“You know have idea how deep I’m in for you. We could go two or three days without talking, and I would interrogate myself about what I could have possibly done wrong. I’m still trying to figure out if it’s normal for me to become overwhelmed by this irrational fear that I may never hear from you again.
I try to talk to other people only to realize that I’m pretending that there could be anything between us. It’s the only way I’ve been able to drown out the notion that you want nothing to do with me.
Whenever I make someone else laugh, it almost hurts. Because I realize that all I want to hear is your voice.
And whenever I’m wandering through a crowded room with someone, they always have this tendency to grab onto my hand. It only makes me want to know why you ever let me go.”