#confusedkittensposts

To find a blog that's not just a fan of the musketeers nutalso RRR feels like a fever dream to my desi heart

you would probably see a lot of me in your notifs so sorry for that

Sometimes, the brain just craves an OTP where one half is a traumatized sharpshooter who survived a terrible massacre with illegally good hair and pretty pretty PRETTY eyes and the other half is a curly haired, machine of muscle with a heart of gold and a smile shadowing ten thousand suns whose laugh can water your crops and clear your skin and he also eats white racists for breakfast

Is this Portamis or Rambheem?? Yes and yes

I will be picking crumbs today

Keeping my far too many feels about this aside, I will keep you updated about stuff you may be interested in

I would love that 💙 you're too good to me dear

@panthera-dei

ahhhhhh!!!!!! My day, my week, my month has been made by @confusedkittensposts

then "Misha collins comes out as Bisexual" became a huge thing over weekend and was reported by everyone even a newslettr in My counrty

I live in India and tumblr has been my introduction to the Queer comuunity(mostly) and I was scared of what was happening, it got blown over so much and then on monday Misha clarified that He did not indend come out but misspoke and he also stated that he is straight

That got him a lot of hate and a lot of his "fans" turned on him, it has become one of the favourite thigs antis bring up

this year's NJcon, yeaterday in Misha's panel, he was asked which side he perfers to sleep on and he said both and then when the audience cheered, he asked if someone was going to take his statement out of context and send it to the site "just jared" and then brought up the last yeaar's incident calling it a "slip of toung"

and then he told a quick story about how WB called him and asked him let let whatever was happing be, But Misha did not want to "pretend to be of a sexual orientation that I'm not for the rest of my life"

and now the fandom is doing exctly what happened last time everyone is runing with what was said a lot things got glossed over

Misha is getting hate agin and blogs are fighting eachother because not everyone is happy with the "jokes"

I moght have missed a few things my feed is actually very tame because I blocked so many blogs but overall this happened

As someone who speaks English as a first language but still has the wrong words just "happen" I really feel for Misha here

There is a saying in English to "think outside of the box" and I accidentally said "think outside of the bucket"

I think people who always use the right language, can't really understand how it's possible to make such a mistake

And even if Misha was being genuine and he really believed he was bi, and then changed his mind sometimes you can truly believe you are a sexuality and realize that you were wrong. Especially when sexuality isn't separated into boxes. It's a spectrum

 "Soft spot? The douche bag threatens to kill him all the damn time." 

"I'm pretty sure that's how Crowley shows his affection." 

its from a fic I read some time ago, I can totally see cas and crowely comming up with increasing obnoxious threaths to irritate the other

Crowely statred it, after Cas threatned him like usual and now Cas won't back up

Those two have a habit of not killing each other. Like I think there was only one time where Cas genuinely tried to smite Crowley but it didn't work because of Raphael. But they usually always injure in ways where the other person still has a chance at survival

Like Crowley could have dug the tablet out of Cas in 8x21 and spent like half a moment to shoot him in the head but he doesn't

Dean asked Cas what he wanted to do and then proceed to not care about Castiel’s wishes, he forced his decision on Cas, he put the angel in an extremely uncomfortable situation and did not back off even when Cas protested. That whole sequence is actually a good representation of their whole relationship.

CastielmcLeod has written a good meta about it, which probably the only post I have read about that scene but couldn't bring my self to reblog.

As someone who HCs Cas as Ace that and April encounter haunt me.

But most of the Fandom either doesn’t realise or don't care, I have seen destiel shippers be angry about April saying that's was just to impose heterosexuality on Cas

but they also write fics with destiel following the brothel scene where "Dean keeps his promise of not letting Cas die as a Virgin and takes matters in his own hands".

I feel a lot Fandom refuses to see Cas as a individual, they prefer a prop for Dean who protects him, bows his whims, provides comfort etc.

I left this ask for so long because I felt like I should add to this

I realize now that this ask is awesome as is and it's okay if I can't add to this