How are you doing?
I’m okay. I got stuff today. I have convinced two adults via giant informative email that my high school absolutely will work for their child, and created a book project fifteen minutes before it was due, my art teacher is letting me and a few other seniors create our own advanced jewelry/metalworking group next semester, and I made things happen in the school committee I’m in.
…..So pretty much I turned into my friend Thalia, only less weird than that sounds.
Also I figured out how to make chocolate pudding, and made pudding pies. And my older brother showed me a computer game that’s pretty cool.
(And somehow I haven’t had any huge emotional upheavals or anything today so that’s cool.)
(……I really miss the person I used to be dating I miss them so badly but on the other hand talking to them distresses them a lot [..and there’s a 50/50 chance it’ll distress me but that’s less important] so I’m trying to not bother them so that they don’t feel like they do when talking to me…
….but wow I miss telling corvid things I keep seeing these things or hearing them and going ‘I should tell them’ and then
yeah
I had to take up writing digital letters so I wouldn’t bother them only it means that now I write personal thoughts on scraps of paper and forget I put them there so I’m having to carefully hoard all paper that comes near my hands. Like. There’s a building collection of napkins in my drawers where I started writing on them.)
(…On the other hand I might be going to get tea with a friend who lives far away but might be coming into my city this weekend so that’s been keeping me upright and possibly even happy all of today)
(and I did all this on a milkdud and a quarter cup of corn flakes I’m awesome)
