#commnuityreadings

Heya! I’m very sorry for everything you’ve been going through, and really hope you’ll find a way to get the peace and protection from this situation that you need. Also, thank you for your patience in the time it’s taken me to finally get your reading done and written up! To help get some insight, I read from the Buddha Tarot for you.

Given the complexity of your situation, I had a bit of a full on conversation with my deck to try to understand not just what advice you needed but also what was really going on. You provided me with a lot of background on the what of it, but not so much in terms of this guy who is the source of the issues - who is he and why was he doing all these things with such persistence and for so long. So, I’m not sure if you’ve already investigated these questions and already arrived at your own answers, but my deck certainly had some surprising things to say about it.

Though it’s very clear that the impact of these actions has been extremely negative on you for many years in awful ways, my deck was very clear about the fact that it was not done with the intention of harm. Again, I’m unsure whether you have made contact with this person or spirit and tried to find out why they’ve been doing these harmful things to you, but it seems that there may be a deep explanation that it important for you to understand. 

There seems to be some kind of parental or nurturing relationship - perhaps this is someone bonded to you from a past life or they see themselves for whatever reason as your guardian. Whether this is a result of the healing intervention that was done to him or it was already there before that, he seems to have very caring and loving intentions towards you. This is not to undermine what you’ve been through, which was truly awful for you, but perhaps there has been a misunderstanding about why it was happening and who this person or spirit is to you in your life.

When I asked my deck what it is you need to know most to resolve this entire situation for good, you received Amitabha Buddha. He is the embodiment of enlightened compassion, the ultimate form of love and care in an enlightened way. For whatever reason that this being has harmed you for so long and whoever he is, the solution is for you to have compassion and understanding towards him in spite of everything that has happened. If you haven’t already, find a way to make contact and find out the other side of the story. Figure out a way to be compassionate in how you face this situation and defend yourself.

I hope this helps you, and if you’d like me to do a follow up reading on this with more specific questions, I’d be happy to help further!