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20: First thing I notice in new person

What they say.

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?

The only person who often texts me with that kind of regularity is brightlikecolor, but sometimes morethanprinceofcats sends me nice greeting texts.

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

I guess behind it, but I often consider just how ridiculously little I’m documented in my physical existence. Sometime I wish I were more confident and more frequently in a position to be on camera, but I am just not a selfie-er most of the time.

80: What is my favorite word?

I like the words “redemption” and “teeth.”

100: Did drugs?

Um, not anything illegal. I think I’ve sometimes taken prescription meds without really NEEDING to for some calming effect that wasn’t prescribed but not without ANY reason for it so um. Not… really.

120: Wore make up?

Yep.

140: Where do I want to live when older?

I change my mind a lot. My ideal would be to move around a lot but to always have a way to get back home and enough of a continuity that I wouldn’t be friendless all the time. I once read some silly, idealistic, poetic quote somewhere about how “Everyone should live in New York once but leave before it makes you hard” or something like that and I kind of really want to go to New York. But not forever. I also would love to live in a river valley somewhere nearby here. The Nolichucky River Valley is ridiculously beautiful and peaceful to me.

It's the year 2148, explorers on Mars discovered the remains of an ancient spacefaring civilization. In the decades that followed, these mysterious artifacts revealed startling new technologies, enabling travel to the furthest stars. The basis for this incredible technology was a force that controlled the very fabric of space and time.

They called it the greatest discovery in human history.

The civilizations of the galaxy call it...

5: Talk about the best birthday you've had.

I'm hoping my birthday this week is actually the best, and it probably will be! Otherwise my birthdays have always just kinda been lame. There was a few years back where I hung out at coney island and the beach all day with friends and I thoroughly enjoyed that, but still it was nothing too special.

15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.

Honestly right now, so far all of 2014 has been a real pleasure, of course there's some troubles here and there, but I've had the best time this year so far and it only keeps getting better.

25: Talk about an ex-best friend.

All through high school and part of college I had a best friend who I knew forever and he's the person who got me into Halo and yeah I just kind of stopped talking to him and a few other people when I moved to NC because I realized they weren't the kind of people I wanted to surround myself with. That and we had all changed, I didn't like the person he'd become since college and joining a frat, and I myself had changed a lot after moving to NC.

I still feel bad about it but in the end I think it might've been for the better? Not that being friends with them still would've really effected me since they live in NYC. One of them I'm okay with, there's no qualms there anymore. One I kind of wish I could just be casual friends with again, but there's no easy way of doing it since it's been 2 years of not talking at all, with barely any reason from me, but I'm just at that point in life where I'll drop people if I don't feel they're good for me mentally and shit. I don't know it's a weird situation and I kind of hate myself for it on the occasion since I'd like to think I'm a decent friend.

35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.

A girl last week apparently ran a paid background check on Sebastian Stan (or made it look like she did by photoshopping something) just to figure out what his birthday actually was. Whether she really did or not, it's still creepy and hitting and breaking all kinds of fan/celebrity boundaries and making me ashamed to lump myself in with fans like that.