prospathwntas na ginw performative male pt 2 - tote bag
kalhspera sas kai pali ellhnes,
kalwsorisate gia allh mia fora sto taksidi pou ksekinhsa egw, o titanomegistos ampouompeintas me skopo na ginw perfomative male.
sto prohgoumeno mou post (to opoio mporeite na deite edw) eksistorhsa thn prwth mou empeiria me to matcha tsai. shmera loipon, tha sas milhsw gia to deutero meros auths ths megalhs allaghs pou thelw na kanw sthn zwh mou: to gegonos oti phra to prwto mou tote bag.
prosfata loipon eixa paei na akoumphsw ligo grasidi sto comicdom kai kaname pswnia me thn kalh mou filh thn maria. perpatousame sthn texnopolh, ontas peritrygyrismenoi apo cosplayer, brwmerous weebades kai anhlika. kanontas voltes stous diaforous pagkous, kai arxisame na milame gia ta nea mas, alla mphkame telika se syzhthsh gia thn rizikh apofash mou na ginw epideiktiko arseniko.
"ma megale ampouompeita, pws ginetai na eisai epideiktiko arseniko xwris na exeis tote bag?" me rwthse h maria. "einai san na eisai agkelos xwris ftera, h san femboy xwris thigh highs. einai anhkousto!".
h prwth mou skepsi htan na apanthsw "ma eimai enas agkelos xwris ftera :(". dystyxws omws, ligo prin to pw, thymithika pws prepei na fanw normal, giati alliws yparxei panta h pithanothta na me kleisoun pali sto dafni.
ws apotelesma, to matcha stis fleves mou prolave kai milhse prwto: ths eipa pws exei apolyto dikio. mesa mou eniwsa mia mikrh perhfania, afou to na les se mia gynaika oti exei dikio einai epishs ena bhma sto na gineis enas swstos kai authentikos performative male.
enw milagame gia kana pentalepto gia to thema auto, h maria apofasise telika oti thelei na me boithisei. afou fygame apo to con, perasame apo to spiti ths kai mou edeikse thn ntoulapa ths, opou yphrxe peripou mia ntouzina apo autes tis eksairetes tsantes.
arxizei na psaxouleuei sthn ntoulapa, kai telika briskei ena tote bag me mia nana (kapws etsi mou thn eipe), to opoio mou dinei.
h tsanta eixe panw tis dyo typisses, h mia apo autes fainetai oti thelei ekdikhsh. logika ypothetw auth paizei na einai h nana sthn opoia anaferetai. parola auta akoma den iksera to onoma ths filhs ths me ta roz.
to gegonos auto omws den me ptohse: to nohma den einai to ti exei panw ths auth h tsanta kai an to kserw, alla h tsanta kathauth kai to ti auth symbolizei. auth h tsanta einai to eishthrio se mia nea, performative zwh gia emena ton ampouompeinta. gia auton ton logo, den mporesa na arnithw authn thn monadikh eukairia.
afou h filh afhse to tote bag sta xeria mou, to shkwsa panw apo to kefali mou kai to foresa, stefontas monos mou ton eauto mou san enan performative male, opws akribws ekane o napoleon. hmoun etoimos na arxisw na panhgyrizw, alla paremeina sygkrathmenos.
liga lepta meta efyga apo to spiti ths marias kai gyrisa sto spiti mou, opou koimithika san poulaki, pistevontas plhrws sthn idiofyia mou gia allh mia fora.
auta apo mena magkes, o ampouompeintas sas xaireta.
