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Loooooong week, from battling family members to scrambling trying to get hours. I swear the universe was just sitting around bored and thought:

“Hey! Alex isn’t suffering right now...let’s change that.”

Screw you, universe. I may have ripped out some of my hair and my voice may be a little hoarse from screaming my face off at the frustration of stupidity but it’s Friday and I made it sooooooo in YOUR face universe! Ha! But seriously, just waking up on a Friday is a relief when you’ve had one those weeks when you are just ready to kick anyone who crosses your path in between their legs and just marvel in their suffering to make yourself feel better. Yeah, that sounds harsh but it’s kinda true. But the universe also brought my grandmother to me via plane and having her here just makes the B.S. that much less significant, she always knows what to say to make me laugh and just get my mind off of everything. My mom has that superpower too, it’s weird. Hopefully I inherited that so I can help my kids too one day. Well, that’s it for now guys! Also, if there’s anything related to pop culture or anything you want me to rant about, lemme know and I’ll try my very very best! 

Dear Peoples, I’ve been thinking about this for the past couple days and thought I’d share it with you. When I think about it, I often hear people say that the people who weren’t there for them are the reason why they’re not shit in the first place. I completely disagree. The people who aren’t there for you are the reason why you work to become the shit, to show those assholes that you can do good (hell, even better) without them. We’ve all had our shares of letdown and disappointments from people who claim to have our backs knowing damn well there’s a knife in their hands just waiting to stab you like they’re Michael Myers. But in the end, we owe all of our accomplishments to the people who weren’t there to see those same accomplishments. It’s because of them we worked our asses off, it’s because of them we started to prove ourselves more, it’s because of those same occurring, sorry ass, disappointing people that we were like “You know what? Imma show you how much I don’t need you. And when you try to come and take part in my shine, I will have someone quietly escort you out.” Like Frank Ocean said in that song “There Will Be Tears”: “He said it wasn’t so bad, you can’t miss what you ain’t had” Don’t waste your time sulking about how someone wasn’t there for you because at the end of the day they were never worthy of being in your presence because your presence is a present.