#colinizer

tonight i found your black levis in the bottom of your closet, and all of the mix cds i ever made for you with the love letters still inside the cases. and whats left of your extensive tshirt collection. and its so fucking hard looking at not even a third of whats left of your belongings, and knowing that so much is forever gone and that you arent even here to wear these jeans that i helped you pick out. and it hurts to look at them but i cant stop looking at them and i cant help but hope youre somewhere here and youre with me tonight because i need you.

the only thing better than a care package at college is having an actual person come and care for you.