#cod playlist

(It was actually ages ago since I added to this playlist, but I’ve been in no mood to write, even simple lyric-character comparisons)

Playlist link for those who actually want to listen here

New song 1. Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care by Take Care

Why? Simple. I like thinking that Hadir wants Farah to think about him from time to time, maybe even try to understand why he did what he did. The song just sounds so broken and emotional that makes me think of how hurt Hadir must have felt when he realises that his actions really did make his sister loathe him so much to the point where she said she wanted to kill him and that he was her enemy now.

New Song 2. Once More to See You by Mitski

Yeah, so I know this song has a completely different meaning to what it does in comparison to the relationship between Hadir and Farah. HOWEVER, mostly I first saw this song on a tiktok about Hadir and Farah, so I guess it kind of sticked. ALTHOUGH the song hits hard especially after Hadir betrayed Farah, they still love each other, I mean, they're siblings. Not just that, but they're siblings who have had only each other for YEARS and that had changed completely within a few moments!

New song 3. anything by Adrianne Lenker

One line, one. "I just want to be a part of your family". GOD DAMN, that shit hits so hard and it's pretty much hitting it on the nail after Hadir betrays Farah. She no longer wants to be associated with Haidr, what he did and how he stands for what he stands for! He used chemical warfare, something she is so clearly and solely against, and, now, Hadir is no longer part of her family. Hadir, obviously, is going to hate this fact, the fact that she hates him, even if he knew that was going to become the consequence of his actions.

New song 4. Kids by Current Joys

I love you - Fontaines DC

it’s so them! “You only open the window never opened up the door and I love you I love you told you I do”

if this isn’t them I don’t know what is ❤️

keep up the amazing work 🌸

Oh wow…thank you so much!

This just makes me think of him watching her from a distance, he’s told her he loves her a million times in his head but never uttered the words out loud 🖤

Instantly added to the playlist ✨

Like yeah, there's Ghost playlists BUT WHERE ARE THE OTHERS?

When I write, I listen to music to distract the part of my brain that wants to be distracted, but it has to be music I’m so familiar with that I don’t pay actual attention to it, e.g. Iron Maiden and Fall Out Boy.

So, because I’m supposed to be focused on writing, I usually don’t take notice of what song is playing. Not the case at the moment, because I can’t have a moment of peace with this brainrot.

Now, I am likely hallucinating and this might not make sense to anyone else, but.

Twin Skeletons (Hotel in NYC) by Fall Out Boy.

Simon “Ghost” Riley.

Let me explain.

Playlist link for those who actually want to listen here

Not like it's a very long one or one that might be very connected to Hadir, just songs that make me think of him every time they start playing.

Here are the songs that are on the playlist:

1. waiting Room (Phoebe Bridgers)

“Know it’s for the better” He stole the gas and used it because he wanted Urzikstan to be free. And “Plus, I know whatever happened to me, I know it’s for the better” because let’s be honest he probably knew he was going to die at some point, and he knew that it most likely wasn’t going to be from natural causes, not with the war he grew up in.

2. Fool (Bôa)

“You and I, born as fools now.” I don’t know what it is about this line, but it hits and it makes me think of Hadir. Maybe because he used the gas, making Farah despise him. “You and I think, think we rule now” this mf became Commander at some point, which just ENRAGES Farah, no?

3. O Superman (Laurie Anderson)

Well, does this song need any explaining? I found this song on a Farah playlist (made by one of my favourite Tumblr accounts, hence me making a post about the Hadir playlist). So if this song makes me think of Farah, it immediately makes me think of Hadir.

4. Love and War (Fluerie)

Love and War, says it in the title, no? Plus, “the truth begins to show”? Him using the stolen gas to save Farah and Alex, but only killing the Russian army and some ULF soldiers (if I remember correctly). And don’t even get me started on “lover, hunter, friend and enemy, you will always be every one of these.” UGHHH it's such a good line and I think that it represents Hadir very well, maybe alongside Farah too.

5. In the house - In a Heartbeat (John Murphy)

Do I really need a reason for this song? It's so good and it makes me think of numerous edit ideas (despite the fact that I give up on editing the minute I open Capcut), just the vibe and sound reminds me of Hadir, makes me think of his whole character development, his story, ect:

6.Forest (Twenty One Pilots)

"The situation's becoming dire" The line makes me think of the moment when Hadir calls Alex to help him get the gas, making it be used and everything kicking off and him becoming the enemy. "And for some reason I smell gas on my hands" well, this needs no explanation. "This is not what I had planned" Although I think that Hadir knew that Farah would have gone against him the moment he decided to use the gas, I feel like he wouldn't expect her to basically turn on him so much that it seemed like she didn't love him anymore.

7.Army Dreamers (Kate Bush)

I think everyone can see why I put this song on here, not only because it is such an amazing song, but also because Hadir is obviously a solider. Also, I know the song's meaning is about a mother grieving her son dying because of war. HOWEVER, the song does heavily remind me of PTSD that soldiers suffer from (more so from the music video where all their eyes are wide, which kinda is like Shell Shock/PTSD), and I'm 100% certain that Hadir, like any other character is CoD, would suffer from some type of mental illness, or nightmares, or grief/guilt from being soldiers.

8. I know it's over (The Smiths)

The repeat phrase of 'Oh mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head" just makes me think of how he died and, in my head, I have an image of him just dead and, well, we know his and Farah's parents are dead. I don't know how to explain it exactly, been staring at this paragraph trying to figure out what the hell I'm trying to say. But it just makes me think a lot of him and his mother, because I seriously get vibes from him that he was a mama's boy before she passed.

9. Advice (Alex G)

"The world is full of fishes, but I trust you" really makes me think of him and Farah, because the two of them would have had to relied on each other at a young age after their parents died and when they were building up ULF and during their time in prison. They would have had a lot of trust in one another, which makes sense with the amount of pure betrayal and rage we hear in Farah's voice when she finds out Hadir stole the gas and then used it. The two of them would have had such an almost unbreakable relationship, not only because they are siblings, they trusted one another and they went through so much, they would have HAD to have trusted each other.

10. Poison Tree (Grouper)

This song alone has so much emotion to it, it ALTERS my brain chemistry. I love this song, so it just meant I had to link it to one of my favourite characters. Which, therefore, means it has a place on the playlist.

11. The Hand that feeds (The Crane Wives)

This song screams Farah, but I feel like it could apply to both Hadir and Farah. Afterall, the both of them are doing a tiring job that is going to both mentally and physically drain them. It's dangerous and they know it. "My papa taught me how to growl, how to bear my teeth and growl", although in the scene where we see of kid Farah and Hadir, their father turns to Hadir and says to 'stay strong for Farah', this is probably one of the many reasons why he does so much for her, even if makes her fucking despise Hadir for what he's done.

12. I wait for you (Alex_g_offline)

"I wait for you" I don't know what is it about the repeated line that makes me think so much about Hadir, about his whole character, but for some reason it really does.

13. If we have each other (Alec Benjamin

The song that makes me, really, think of any two characters that are related. "So I'm thankful for my sister, even though sometimes we fight" the line is more so towards the usual sibling type fights that happens throughout with growing up with siblings, which would easily be able to apply to the two of them. However, it also makes me think about the fact that Hadir still loves Farah and calls her sister, even when she hates him. When he was dying, he even said to her that he still loves her even though she hates him now (something along those lines)

14.Where'd all the time go? (Dr. Dog)

Spiracle by flower face

I imagine this is how Ghost sees Tank 💀🐯

he wants all of her even the bad ✨🖤

Ohhhh Anon yes!

Added, this song is perfect 😩💖

Thank you

Not sure if links work in asks so apologies if it doesnt!

https://open.spotify.com/track/1Pu15e6fxyUatJx4yNlzZs?si=-_27rWlUQ0WirmAUMBo46g

I like it, it’s bleak haha an that sums them up at this moment in time 🤣💖