would anyone be down for a soapgaz alcoholics anonymous fanfic and if so please let me know. apologies to everyone that followed me for UPP content I'm very intensely multifandom!
I have previously written two other cod fics (both Ghoap, the second being high-key poly141) and they were both crackfics and if you'd want to read those also please let me know.
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there are way too few fanworks with a poly 141 but more importantly i need an exploration of soap and gaz having Very casual sex since forever and also sharing fantasies ... dry (<- lying !!! it's very very wet) humping each other, switching, taunting and teasing about puppy crushes during sex, or like having a weird gay frat romance basically i need them slobbering on each other and about others (others are lbr superior officers (lets be realer, price and ghost) bc these guys have a thing ab it)
thinking about pet names and soapghost and how maybe it all starts out as a joke over comms, a little âthanks, gorgeousâ or âshouldâve asked sweetheartâ and other iterations and maybe suddenly theyâre in a safe house, patching up, maybe ghost is on his knees patching soapâs arm and he says âmove just a bit, love, like thatâ and soap blushes fiercely and tenses for a second but then it passes like nothing happened and maybe it becomes a habit, just for them when theyâre alone
and maybe one day theyâre at a safe house again, just soap and ghost in the living room, price, and they assume gaz too, sleeping, and soap asks âdarling would you-â and gaz drops his phone on his toe as heâs walking through the door and they all sort of stop and stare at each other and then ghost interrupts whatever gaz is saying with a threat to his life, and life goes on (soap gets dragged aside by gaz later anyways and for some reason gaz doesnât accept âit just happenedâ as reasoning enough for calling your superior âdarlingâ and especially when your superior is ghost)
soap that is just on a hair trigger constantly like barracks bunny but literally as in constantly a Little turned on, jerks off thrice a day i need him to get walked in on and used ⊠since heâs so insatiable anyways ⊠some people have a morning wank, ghost has a morning fucks soap and moves onto his duties and soap is just . heâs having his morning need met heâs not complaining except after a while he wants More than earth shattering sex - he wants kisses and maybe to hold hands Fuck !!
established poly 141 this established poly 141 that how do they get together ?
i feel at least like thereâs an established price/simon when both gaz and soap r brought in, but on the down-low, not defined in words between them and definitely not outwardly, but theyâre secure, in silent communication if you will
what price and ghost have isnât really a Relationship, because well ghost is ghost and he doesnât do that emotional shit (or he does, with price, but thatâs different and also huge just bc well . id zero is the standard then any deviation feels big) and then gaz come along and he and price click and they r emotionally all in in a very different way than ghost but hey! price still has time for ! theyâre still fucking ! ghost doesnât really complain or care what gaz and price do and he doesnât really get it except that itâs hot on a surface level bc the crack in his skin that price got himself through has long been closed
and then soap comes along ! and hey why does it look like his captain and co-sergeant are fucking ? anyways i dont Quite know the reboot tl so take it with a grain of salt whether or not soap or gaz arrive first but however it goes soap cracks ghostâs walls against commitment and it all kind of tumbles away from there
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does it start accidentally ? for sure! weâve got a mission finished, job well done, helicopter is packed, and soap is snoozing away on ghostâs shoulder to everybodyâs varying degrees of shock and confusion (and price whoâs being cryptic again)
ghost wonât sleep because he doesnât sleep just like that, so he gets to sit stock still and glare for two hours but itâs fine really, soap doesnât snore and he drools just a bit !
even as soap gets snugglier and ghost gets softer, as their relationship with each other progresses, it never happens the other way around. ghost never falls asleep with soap anywhere but in his own room, and even then soap never sees him asleep, not even once. it feels a little silly at first to worry about, but as time goes on and soap Still hasnât seen ghost asleep, he starts to ask himself if ghost really trusts him
is he stupid to give ghost his heart to keep when it seems like itâs a one-way trust? has there really been any progress made when ghost doesnât even trust him? for soap, sleeping with his back to somebody is about trust, and ghost wonât return that trust?
itâs not that ghost Wonât return the trust, itâs that he Canât.. he Cannot get his hindbrain to stop churning paranoia into butter, he can barely sleep alone with price and he tells soap so, tells him that he might never be able to do that
anyways when it finally does happen soap wants to cry and also the floodgates open bc after the one exfil gjost sleeping on/octopused to/close to soap becomes a regular occurrence when on missions (and on base but thatâs nobodyâs business)
cod ff gives u Such a potential for outsider pov with the amount of soldiers constantly moving around and in and out of base like weâve got a private stationed there just for a week or two watching his sergeant and lieutenant and he finds it a little strange how they act and how they talk amongst themselves, constantly touching, hands on waists and heads together, but then heâs shipped off and they stay a weird little memory
imagine if you will a ghost that shows affection by watching over people. sure, he offers to be the watch more often than not, but heâs also always sitting by the sickbed whenever he can - just watching, and when soap comes along heâs more often than not by soapâs sickbed when heâs in medical, and just in general by soapâs side (behind him, so he can see him)
ghost that takes the furthest chair because he wants everyone to be in his direct vision, ghost that sits in the corner of the rec room just Looking and it freaks the rookies out but the mind can get used to anything with time!
ghost that lies awake long after the 141 have fallen asleep, just looking at their faces, ghost that lies awake long after soap has fallen asleep, watching him. soap opens an eye and calls him a creep but who is he kidding really. he takes ghostâs hand and lays it over the side of his face and then falls asleep again.
is it about safety ? is it about knowing your friends trust you enough to turn their back to you ? is he just completely infatuated ? you may never know Or you may get a stab wound (unless youâre soap, soap knows)