#cmar asks

i'm extremely obsessed with this work and everything that involves it, it's all so beautiful

i can't wait for the next update, i hope you're taking good care of yourself and that everything is going well in your life, when everything is fine and we can see the next chapter coming, i'll be eagerly waiting, xoxos from brazil <33

hello my love! things have been quite busy on my end and agh, i really gotta find some motivation to just sit down and reread cmar myself again, haha. god, i remember all that planning, all the brainstorming, the late nights i'd take writing up drafts, the tears i'd shed playing scenes out in my head and then writing it out.

But damn CMAR is one hell of a story, no one deserves to go through all that. I don't think I can ever get it off my brain, atleast not in next 3-4 years.

You're really a great writer! I like that until the last star falls too! Love it so much! Love this cmar too!

AND LOVE YOU TOO!!! TAKE CARE! 💜💜

(Seokjin is finally back😭😭)

spoilers under the cut

Picture this: It’s the next revenge plot, MC and the reapers plus the Bangtan boys are in the enemies bar. All the guests have been scared off and MC is calmly walking around the room dumping $1000+ bottles of alcohol onto the floor while she taunts the POS the whole time for fun while the boys are sitting there like 😬. When the last bottle is done, she drops it and let’s it shatter and then all the lights go out, everyone is like 👀👀👀, and then a match strikes, illuminating her face and her chaotic unhinged smirk to the boys.

“I’ve always liked to play with fire.”

She let’s it drop as she turns around to slice at the closest gangster with her katana, the room is going up in flames and it’s hard to see anything. Suddenly an enemy is in Joons face and before he has the chance to react, he’s flinching back as blood drenches his face, MC slicing the guys throat from behind, that unhinged look still there.

“Come now Kim, you should know better than to drop your guard like that.”

Okay, I’m done. Going back into my cave now 💜🫡

lmao i remember the times when i used to have these good dreams as well. now i just get boring dreams that means nothing and just lives to torment my life because they're just of me living my everyday life and nothing exciting, hence i forget most of them.

i need a good dream again bruh.

buut i did have one the other day about this guy who was apparently my boyfriend and it felt so real that i woke up feeling so lonely because i knew he wasn't real 🫠

- 💟🪻 (are these anon marks taken already? I'LL REMEMBER THIS TIME I SWEAR)

it's not taken lmao. double emojis have a higher chance of not being taken and you're literally the first one who asked for two emojis combined lmao.