#clovecigarette

I like when people notice

that I'm shrinking

not in the sense of tallness

but in weight.

When compliments

slowly turn to warning

as I disappear into nothing

I thought I was a lost girl

with good intentions

instead I'm some kind of Bambi-eyed attraction

Everyone wants a piece of my meat

but not me,

not me.

I thought I was a saint but

I'm a sailor

Got a mouth that's too harsh

for some to waiver.

Honey, I'm no angel but I pray

That God 

you'll take this hell away.

Instead I'm some kind of blue-eyed monster

Everyone wants to see but not me