Eerin canât speak. Canât make noises like whimpers or whines or screams - some of Nickâs favorite sounds. All he can do, really, is breathe. Take deep low breaths, or short desperate gasps, or jagged syncopated panting.
Luckily, Nick loves to disrupt breathing.
Eerin, slender and stunning in the fragile, earnest sort of way, lies pinned on his back, straddled by his muscle-heavy friend. Coal-dark eyes gaze up at Nick with nothing short of a dire need to be everything Nick wants - and what Nick wants him to be, right now, is breathless.
Two large hands remain wrapped around Eerinâs oh-so-bruisable throat. Probably too much of Nickâs considerable strength, built up for this very hobby, is being used to cut off Eerinâs air. At the thought of the breathing that will eventually be allowed, he leans forward and pushes down, cinches his hands closer together, scrunching up his nose for a second with the force of his maniacal grin.
That jaggedly cut black hair is limp against the floor, those dark eyes wide with fear. No one, no matter how prepared they may be to be choked, is able to hide that fear once theyâve been deprived of oxygen for long enough.
Against his own instincts to comply to the very end, Eerin claws weakly at Nickâs hands. The torturerâs arms quake slightly from the continuous exertion. Oh, these bruises are going to be gorgeous. Dark splotches of black, brown, purple, blue across pale skin, an adamâs apple, that throat wrung for too long, head spinning with aches and dizziness - oh, is he going too far? Crowâs eyes are glazed well beyond panic, his useless tugging coming to an end as his hands spasm and fall.
Nick lets go.
Eerin fights so hard to get his breath back, to suck down all the oxygen he can, but itâs so quiet. The gasps are only air, no frightened sounds. Thereâs no grunting, no sobbing, no hapless pleading. Just stuttered, textured breaths broken up by involuntary exhales, his own body making it more messy, more complicated. His mouth is wide open, his brows are furrowed with upset.
Sadly, bruises donât form instantly. Nick supposes heâs just going to have to spend all day with Eerin here on the floor. Heâll have to take breaks so his arms donât get too tired. Magic will suffice to keep Eerin making wonderfully small, quiet, desperate sounds with only his breaths.
A backhand knocks Eerinâs head to the side. It doesnât startle a gasp out of him - sudden demoralizing pain doesnât surprise him. Heâs had plenty of it. But no one, no one in his life, has ever spent all day choking him.
No one will ever get to see him as beautiful as he will be by the end of it. A throat ringed with dark bruises, a sheen of sweat across his skin, eyes long since unfocused, arms numb and useless in struggling. Heâs going to be the most beautiful thing in the world.
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Jaw stretched as wide as itâll go, Crow doesnât scream. His body tries, but can only force out silent exhales, ragged and raw.
His arms are twisted up behind his back. Nickâs hands are wrapped around his, keeping those arms twisted as far as theyâll go, Crowâs wrists crossed between shoulder blades that stick out like theyâll cut through that dull skin.
The magic in Nickâs hands has shattered his friendâs wrists. He squeezes them, and a rush of adrenaline courses through him as Crow takes a hitching breath.
Such incredible agony the young man must be in, but he canât voice it. Why stop, then? Why not drive him absolutely mad with boundless, bottomless agony? Why not spend all day, every day, working on him, breaking things? Magic pressed in over and over, snapping bone, twisting joints out of place, crushing fragile things like wrists and ankles? He could do that. He wants to.
Crow does his little not-scream again, and Nick realizes with no ounce of alarm that heâs really cranking those arms too high, too far, twisting the shoulders. He felt the thunk of the joints being shoved out of place and didnât even notice, heâs so used to doing it.
âArenât you sweet,â He murmurs without releasing his forceful shoving grip one bit. âSilent. Itâs so peaceful, hurting you. I know youâd like to be able to use these arms again. I just want to ruin them, though, want to see you lying in a pile all shattered. I could do it, you know. Lay you out on the floor here and press magic into you, starting from your feet. Break every inch. And youâd still be alive by the time I reached your head! And still silent. Sweet, sweet Eerin.â Those arms are released, to the sweet music of an uneven inhale loaded with unspoken agony.
âIâm so glad you came to see me today.â












