Reorientation after Realignment + Rebalancing
Just right now, I was thinking to myself: Iβm manifesting a job as a flight attendant!βοΈ But then Iβm realising that a proper company would require me to submit loads of paper and all that. Would they need proof of my bachelorβs degree? But I left all those oh-so-important papers in Bali eight years ago lmao
Thinking about paperwork + the reality of not having any connections in that industry make it all feel so daunting. But Iβm actually seriously thinking it. Therefore, Iβm listening to subs specifically for getting a job as a cabin crewπ©π»ββοΈ With some others along the lines of βmanifesting the impossibleβ lmao
Iβm bored. Iβm so fucking bored. December I was actually working on a couple of things, peeps, that I had hoped would usher in my new stabilityπ First, there was a small project for Christmas that I had hoped would really expand into my first ever small business adventureπ΅ Second, in the midst of studying (for starting and maintaining a new business) I was also applying for a teacher position at a local Japanese language centreπ
Sighβ¦ none of that panned out into anything at all. So, perhaps now you can understand a bit more the kind of heartbreak Iβm still needing to recover from. To my own surprise I had quite high hopes in those endeavours, mainly because I really wanted the financial stabilityπ΄ My logical mind was expecting that a sense of security would finally allow me to come back to the blog really strong + enable me to produce the best quality writing whether PACs or short storiesπ
Wellβ¦ Still reorientating myself, peeps. Every day Iβm shuffling between getting a waitress job again and starting a YouTube channel lmao Ultimately, what I want is just some semblance of a stable financial security so that I can write and write and write and wriiiiittteeeeee! Just! Please! This idiot life sighβ¦ I should get myself an old iPad mini to jet start my short storiesπ±
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