one thing i think about a lot in fantasies involving myself is trying to hold back birthing a massive litter (10 or even more) of babies and failing and then desperately giving birth where i am. trying so hard not to give birth and then being unable to do anything but, the pleasure overtaking me as i desperately push and cum my babies out right there, moaning with relief and release as each one spills out of me into my or my partner's hands, able to feel every inch of our babies as they're born because of how sensitive holding them in made me
even better if i tried holding them back with my pants only for it to not matter and for me to push and cum and scream in ecstasy as it only prolongs the birth, not stops it, making the baby stimulate me more until finally, finally it pushes my underwear aside and the baby slips free torturously slowly, every part of it dragging against my abused walls and pussy, only finally being born as i scream and cum, first from the pleasure of birth, and then with relief when it's out
and then triply better if i feel the next baby slide into place as i'm birthing the one before it, so i'm just helplessly pushing, cumming them out back to back, locked in pleasure and unable to stop
