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‎Kitâbu’l-Arabiyyeti’l-Muâsıra

It is still to cold!!! It was not as windy but still very cold. Today was weird but not a bad day.

We slept in really late. My alarm went off at 9 and I was like no. And we didnt get up until after 10. I still wasn't thrilled but we got up.

I went and got dressed. Wore many layers. Tried to be as cozy as possible. James went to do dishes and make muffins for us.

The muffins were good. I hung out in the living room. He came and sat with me and then I asked if he would make me an egg sandwich. I went over how to do it. He doesnt make eggs. He doesnt eat eggs. But he wants to learn. But he messed it up real bad. And I got frustrated snd we threw it away and we tried again. The 2nd egg had a double yolk! Ive never had that before ever! And I eat a lot of eggs! It was crazy to me. James was really upset about messing up and his energy really leeched into me and I got more and more upset.

We bundled up and i tried to not feel miserable. I wished i had one more layer on my legs. We got to thr post office and i sent my little shelby off. I broke even in the shipping. Live and learn. I'll get better at this selling thing.

James upset me again whrn we were leading because I felt like he wasnt listening to me. We talk later and made up. He is trying to not be in his own head and listen to me.

I told him about ERS last year and all the burst pipes we had to deal with. How miserable it was and how sad. And then the bus was there and we said goodbye.

I really wasnt feeling good though. My sinuses are dying from the change from hot and cold all the time. When i got to the school I tried to feel okay but i just didn't. Chelsi was worried but I held it together.

We had a very very small day!! Only 6 kids. We did coloring sheets and listened to music. I set up large paper for them to paint on. I worked on some oil pastels. It was fun. I forgot how much I like that.

The kids slowly started going home. I think its because their parents didnt want to go outside when it was dark. And i dont blame them. But soon enough everyone was going home.

Both Liz and Lauren offered me rides home but i wanted to check out the thrift store. And so i wandered up there and it was an okay place. Lots of furniture. I had a nice time looking around. I went to the dollar general and picked up a few things and then went to get the bus.

It took a while but I got on the bus and got home in one piece.

When i got back here I unpacked my bag and put on sweatpants for warmth. The mailman came and ibhad 3 packages! My new chargers. My new fake airpods. And my lady liberty furby!! Shes so soft and beautiful. Doesn't turn on but I still love her.