(note ; this is not roleplay, fictionkin, or delusion, though roleplayers, fictionkin, and delusional people are allowed to interact. this is pop culture paganism. please do not call me delusional, as this can cause me to doubt my experiences and reality, which can send me into psychosis.)
well, long story short, i unlocked my dragon form and my water magic during a battle with an enemy with multiple other magic users, and with all that, my soul gem has changed and i have developed a secondary magi form.
my magic has also changed considerably with that, where before my magic was mainly fire-based, its now equally both fire AND water-based.
here's a concise list of everything that's changed (at least, the changes i am aware of as of right now..)
i now have two astral forms, my half-wolf form and half-dragon form. i can also now transform into my full dragon form, though currently it takes a considerable amount of energy.
my clairsenses have been dialed up to 100, and casting spells in the physical is ?? apparently a thing i can do now ????
my physical body has become much stronger, and my body is basically thrumming with energy that's been sealed away for lifetimes. im... slowly, adjusting to it.
i now have two magi forms. my usual one, which is red with a jester / gambling theme, and a second, which is blue with a princely, oceanic theme.
my soul gem is now blue and red, whereas before it was just red. its actually really pretty !! :D
when in my red form, i can use my fire magic, and in my blue form, my water magic. i can use my chaos magic in both forms, and as of right now i dont know if i can use water magic in my red form, and vice versa for fire magic in my blue form. i know that i can use both when in my full dragon form, however.
and, as of right now, thats all the changes i've noticed !!
its... a big adjustment. and i haven't discovered every change yet, but, im happy. im happy to finally be, well, me again. my draconic side's been locked away for, as i said, literal lifetimes, so. it feels... nice. really, really nice.
well, thats all from me ! thank you for reading :)
