#chu rambles

Like i have thoughts about what ppl are saying about certain things regarding the new guy (and the whole moon theme thing)

But all my brain can come up with right now is

Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier

I need to hug and cuddle Xavier T-T

Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier Xavier

LEMME JUST SNUGGLE XAVIER PLS AAAAAAA

here's another screencap of Xavier because I am not in the right mindset nor is my body cooperating to draw atm T-T I dont even feel like scheduling my art log post...

HELPPPPPP

Eughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The whole dynamic of human Vs vampire but also within they're going against each other

I mainly watch Scott, Owen and Martyn but holyyyyyyy

Owen is about to fricking lose what marbles he has left and I think Scott is the only line left that could possibly hold him back

😭😭😭

Ugly crying over here because like Owen is sooooo serious and then I watch Scott's POV and I'm getting WHIPLASHHHHH

It's so so soooo funnyyyy

AHHHH

When my assignments are over I am going HAMMMM on fanartttttt

And now the whole character is shelved (for now, fingers crossed), any good faith left with the game company is near non-existent C': on top of that the entirety of the fanbase is up in flames. Everyone's tired and shocked and all that

T-T now I dont even feel much like wanting to work on my current XavMC WIPs anymore, even though I very much want to. cuz it's like... 1, it doesn't feel like the time nor place to do it and 2, i'm just exhausted from work too wahhhhhh

whole country: out of power

I feel genuinely concerned for him, he's actually trying to pull timelines and telling me it had to be one of them.

Say hello to my sona, Chu!! Been wanting to make a lil face for the blog for a while and finally got around to it hehe

Her wings are full sized, she just keeps them small when not in active use so they don't take all the space around her sdhjsjd

Like my brain just thought about this

Imagine leaning into Xavier, kissing and just full on make out sessh, limbs tangling. But like. That's it. Just the feel of each other, melting into each other's embrace. The warm breath, the heart beats. He's right there, he's real, he's not going anywhere. And most importantly he loves you. The constant reaffirmation of that love that he carried across the centuries. The look in his eyes as you part your lips from his. Resting foreheads against each other. Nose nuzzling, more small pecks on the lips. His cheeks, his nose, his eyelids. Squishing your cheek against his. Just snuggling even closer, not letting any air be between you and him. In that moment there's only the two of you and the love you hold for each other.

Okay idk what I'm on about but I just needed to ramble 😭😭😭😭