#chosenforthis

✉ ➟ @chosenforthis​ said:

∟   mother ! < 3

 a c c e p t i n g  ✓ ✓ ✓   random affection for/from narcissa

╳                         There is neither a sound nor a word - or a human, for that matter - that Narcissa loves more in the entirety of the world, all thought and work cast to the side as she focuses the full of her attention on her pride and joy. ( Her son! Her darling Draco! ) Turning from her task, she gifts the boy with a smile that is reserved solely and wholly for him, opening her arms wide in expectation of the embrace that must follow.

draco vc: i dont need anyones help :/// me: oh u definitely need some help..

𝙵𝙰𝚄𝙻𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚂𝚂      𝙸𝙽𝙳𝙸𝙵𝙵𝙴𝚁𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴      𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃𝚂     𝙸𝙳𝙻𝚈      ‘ 𝙿𝙾𝙽      “𝚅𝙴𝚇𝙴𝙳”     𝙲𝙾𝚄𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙰𝙽𝙲𝙴    ,      as      it     conveys      a      half-hearted      scowl     to      front      ‘ gainst      lanky     male      ——      “    Watch      it     D R A C O    ,      just      because      I     have      locks      of     red      doesn’t      mean     I      am      related      to     those      degenerates.    ”      Vocals      exhibit      mock     outrage      ‘ fore      thin     digits      abruptly      thrust      wolfbanes      jar     into      his      pale     hand’s      as      a     low      murmur      evokes      cruelness      “    Don’t      𝙿𝚁𝙴𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙳     that    you’re      better      than     me    ,      we      both     know      you’re      as     fucked      up      as     I      am.      So     get      brewing    ,      the     full      moon      is     only      a      few     days      away.  ”

Wary -- caution wars with amusement in blue hues. 

i am a miracle.

my mother was only seventeen years old when she was told that she could never have children. she suffered terribly from endometriosis, and I’m guessing there were a lot of other factors as to why she physically could not carry a child. she’d always dreamt of being a mom, so i can only imagine the pain she must have felt when she first heard that news; devastated sums it up pretty well. i don’t know how long my mom held on to that report, but somewhere along the way she came to know and believe that God’s report triumphs all; “He maketh the barren woman to keep house, and to be a joyful mother of children. praise ye the LORD.” psalm 113:9

she collected baby girl clothes in faith for years, knowing that God was going to heal her of her infertility, and specifically bless her with a little girl-- ME! also, get this—not only do i exist, but so does my brother and sister. so my mom is actually the mother to THREE miracles babies! woo hoo!

i told you from the beginning that this story ended in victory. so why do we (myself included) worry, lose sleep, and make ourselves ill with anxiety over things God has already declared victory over. His word tells us straight up that we are on the winning team! “for the Lord your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory.” –deuteronomy 20:4

imagine if my mom had just accepted the doctor’s reports as facts, & never believed God for more. (please understand that I am not saying other women who struggle with infertility lack faith or trust in God by any means! i don’t have all the answers and understood God’s ways. I am aware that not every struggle can be boiled down to one simple reason; this is just one story.)  i would not exist nor would my siblings, and we would never get the chance to share our gifts and talents with the world.

i shared all of this to say your faith and your resilience is perfectly connected with God’s plan for another individual or even a multitude of people. so whatever you’re going through, don’t give up. don’t give up on your dreams. don’t give up on that loved one. don’t give up on your life, because the journey you are on is not an isolated one. our loving Father created you and CHOSE you to be a part of humanity’s story at this specific time for a specific purpose. i pray that if you haven’t already, you discover the unique calling God has put on your life. if you know your calling, i pray that God will give you the courage and endurance to walk in alignment with what He has revealed to you.

love,