#chokes loudly

i don't remember why i wanted to write this 

Title: Ostentatious

Rating: M (to go up in later chapters)

Pairing: Makoharu

dear dumber baek loser brat sebasstian kitten;

man oh man where do i even begin writing a letter for your dumb self? remember when we first met? how strange it was and how you just sort of fed me popcorn and then demanded a key to my house? thank god i gave you that key —- 

things have changed so much since then. and honestly i couldn’t be happier they have. you are the only person who brings out the dumbest sides of me and with that, i seriously think you should be given a medal. i don’t know how you do it or how it even happens but it’s sort of intense. like camping, camping is intense. but what we have is so much more than just a dumb friendship — there are things that i can only be with you and sides of me that i am only comfortable sharing with you. i don’t know what to label our situation as, i really don’t and honestly i don’t think it needs a label. you are special to me and a disturbing temptation that sort of drives me insane. maybe it’s just how you carry yourself, the level of sass and confidence that oozes from you with ease. and maybe it’s the way you can be more honest with yourself than most people i have ever met. i don’t know but it’s something extremely captivating.