#chisoo

not sure if someone already said THAT, but i seriously cant. they are sooooo alike (in a very good way tho)

TAGGED BY: @tharntypesupportclub 

I’ve been thinking on this ALL DAY! I’ve seen so many shows and movies so I had LOTS of options. Here we GO! In no particular order.

Takumi from Takumi-Kun Series

One of the VERY FIRST dramas I ever watched. Takumi was such a quiet, but sassy bean. I really enjoyed how even though he was reserved and to himself, he rarely took crap from anyone ESPECIALLY GII! His story was very interesting and he was a complex guy. 

Tharn from TharnType the Series

Look I love Type, I really do. BUT ANYONE WHO CAN PUT UP WITH A BRAT LIKE HIM FOR LIFE DESERVES A SPOT ON MY LIST. Tharn had the patience of a saint. He just fucking gave himself to Type and waited for that boy to accept him. SLOW AND STEADY WINS THE RACE!

Chisoo from Long Time No See

LISTEN! My favorite hitman. Chisoo is an OG. He turned on his whole organization just for bae (even if he was double crossed). I love anything with action and romance and Chisoo was another complex guy. Watching his different lives war with each other was interesting and he deserves the happiness and family he always wanted.

An Ziyan from Like Love 1&2

My favorite smug rich boy. I loved watching him fall completely and deeply in love with Maiding. He seemed like a cold, standoffish, and arrogant guy at first but honestly he was so kind and smart and well-rounded and he was a really, really fashionable person...

Mork from Dark Blue Kiss

I was torn between this guy, his daddy(boyfriend), and his bestie. The 3 of them were actually my face, but I really LOVED Mork. My shy emo bby. I loved watching him take his time getting together with Sun. He was a very relatable and realistic character and I loved that he took no shit from anyone. He was kind, and honest, and very straightforward which I appreciated.

Honorable Mentions:

Sun, Rain from Dark Blue Kiss

Pharm, Win from Until We Meet Again

Fighter, Tutor from Why R U the Series

Kongpob from Sotus

Phun from Lovesick the Series

Shao Fei, Tang Yi from History 3: Trapped

Zi Xuan from History 2: Crossing the Line

Xi Gu and Hao Ting, The Boy CLIQUE from History 3: MODC

(Angst, 15: “Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.”)

Chisoo was strong. Gitae knew this. He’d experienced it first hand in so many ways. But there were also days where Chisoo wasn’t strong. And they could arise from many things. 

A glimpse of a shadow, the sound of a child calling for their father, the sound of an angry father admonishing his child... Black roses against white sheets.

On those days, Chisoo would curl up and refuse to leave the apartment. Gitae would go to work and come back to find a tidy pile of empty ramen packages, Chisoo asleep over his keyboard, and a new chapter of his newest web novel (a sad melancholic piece about the former hitman of his previous novel adjusting to civilian life) already blowing up with views.

Today was no different. Gitae returned to hear the furious clatter of keys before Chisoo banged his head against the desk. Gitae rushed over to watch Chisoo push himself away and curl up on the floor. 

“Chisoo... Soo-yah,” Gitae gently called. “Chisoo, are you okay?” Chisoo said nothing and Gitae curled himself around Chisoo until his boyfriend was ready to speak.

“It’s hard...” Chisoo whispered. “It’s hard to find the words...” Gitae nodded against Chisoo’s shoulder and encouraged him to go on. “It’s... And then I remember something... And I...” 

“Let it go. Let it out. Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.” Gitae stroked the hair away from Chisoo’s face. It was getting long. “Let it out. You’re safe now Chisoo. We’re safe now. Let me help you bear this.”

Chisoo turned to hide his face in Gitae’s chest and Gitae rubbed soothing circles into Chisoo’s back as the wet patch on his shirt grew. And Chisoo began to whisper softly, the flood of memories, incoherent but true. All the things his father had laid upon him, all the trials of civilian life that Chisoo had forgotten, had never experienced, Chisoo offered them up and Gitae accepted. 

Hitmen never got happy endings. Those who lived by the knife died by it. And the knives had left their mark for sure on the Flying Dagger. 

But if Gitae could help it, if he could fight for it, he would give Chisoo and himself this happy ending. For as long as he could.

Jisoo Beach Day