THE idea of how angsty and amazing it could be with the green lantern! Reader coming back after a long mission in space and their partner just missing them and being like “this isn’t real” UGH YES, doesn’t have to be a fic idea or it could be just word dumping!! 😩
omg nonnie yesssss!!!
this isnt going to be a full fic because i have so many other things im working on but i did do a little drabble.....
The angst would be soooooo good: she is literally the person who can cross galaxies, survive impossible things, burn green through the dark, and Bruce still cannot make himself believe she came home.
The best part is that it would not even be melodramatic in his head. He would be clinical about it, which somehow makes it worse. He has seen hallucinations. He has seen shapeshifters, mind control, magic, Lazarus effects, fear toxin, alternate timelines, dreams wearing dead people’s faces.
So when she appears in the Cave after months gone, maybe with her suit damaged and her ring flickering low, his first instinct is not relief.
It is containment.
He freezes. He does not move toward her. He does not say her name like someone grateful. He says it like he is testing the shape of a wound.
And she is standing there exhausted, half-starved, still carrying space in her bones, expecting the hard part to be over because she made it back. She crossed sectors, escaped whatever cosmic war or deep-space prison or dead zone took her off the map, and she has been surviving on the thought of him. Gotham. The Cave. His hands. His voice. The idea that when she finally got home, he would catch her.
Instead, Bruce looks at her like she is the cruelest thing his mind has ever invented.
“Bruce,” she says, and her voice cracks because she has practiced saying his name for months just to remember what being human felt like.
He does not answer right away.
The cowl is off. That makes it worse. There is no mask to blame for the stillness of his face, only Bruce standing under the Cave lights with bloodless lips and haunted eyes.
“This isn’t real,” he says.
And it is quiet. That’s what kills. It is not shouted. It is not angry. It is almost soft, like he is begging the universe not to do this to him again.
Reader takes one step forward, and he takes one back.
UGH.
Because from her side? That hurts. She knows Bruce has trauma, she knows he is paranoid for good reasons, but she is so tired. She has spent months being brave in places where no one knew her name. She has dragged herself through alien battlefields and empty stars and probably had to make impossible choices just to get a route home. Maybe her ring kept translating foreign languages, but nothing translated loneliness. And now the one person she needed to believe in her cannot.
And from his side? He has already grieved her.
Maybe there was a failed search. Maybe Hal came back with his jaw clenched and said, “I’m sorry.” Maybe the League had a memorial because space does not always leave bodies. Maybe Bruce refused to attend, then watched the recording alone three days later. Maybe he kept her jacket in the Manor, her spare mug untouched, her Lantern insignia locked in a drawer he opened too often. Maybe he kept monitoring deep-space frequencies long after everyone else stopped calling it a rescue.
So when she comes back, it is not joy first.
It is terror.
Because if he believes she is real and she disappears again, he has to lose her twice.
There is also such delicious tension in the ring recognizing him before he can recognize her. Like the ring flickers and says, “Identity confirmed: Bruce Wayne of Earth,” or maybe it scans him automatically because she programmed him as home. And Bruce hears that and still cannot accept it because technology can be fooled.
He asks her questions. Horrible, intimate questions.
“What did you say to me before you left?”
Reader answers.
“What did I say back?”
She answers that too, but her mouth trembles because he had said something stupidly restrained, something like, “Come back safe,” when what he meant was, “I love you too much to survive this cleanly.”
Still, he does not move.
So she gets angry because grief is one thing, but being treated like a threat after fighting her way home is another.
“You don’t get to do that,” she says. “You don’t get to make me survive all of that and then stand there like I’m the part that hurts you.”
And that is what breaks him.
Not the proof. Not the scans. Not the ring.
Her anger. Her exhausted, wounded, deeply human anger.
Because a hallucination would be kinder. A trap would be neater. But she is angry in the exact way she gets when she is scared he has decided to punish himself instead of letting someone love him.
Then maybe Bruce finally reaches for her, but he does it like he is terrified his hand will pass through light. His fingers touch her wrist first. Pulse. Warm skin. A tremor that is not his.
And then he just falls apart quietly.
He does not sob dramatically. He presses his forehead to her shoulder and holds on too tightly, one hand locked at the back of her suit, the other around her waist like he can physically anchor her to Earth.
“You were gone,” he says.
“I know.”
“You were gone.”
“I know, Bruce.”
“I looked.”
That one destroys her.
Because of course he did. Of course he looked past reason, past hope, past every sensible end point. Of course he built a grief into a search pattern and called it discipline.
And she softens immediately, because underneath his cold reaction was the one thing Bruce cannot say cleanly: I missed you so much I stopped trusting reality.
The reunion could be so tender after the initial hurt. He checks her injuries with shaking hands. She keeps touching his face because she needs to prove he is real too. He tries to ask what happened, but she says, “Tomorrow,” because right now she cannot tell the story of how she survived. She can only be home.
And maybe later, when she is asleep in his bed for the first time in months, he stays awake with one hand against her back to feel her breathing.
Because he believes her now.
He just does not trust the universe not to take her again.
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hai! im cherry/salad, you can call me either one! im a transfem nonbinary agender demigirl.
i use it/she/any, preference in that order, and dont use he/they or i hit you with my beams.
im a 19 polyamorous lesbian, and very submissive :3
no men or minors! like most lesbian blogs
i dont answer dms (except my beloved mutuals), but feel free to send asks! if you decide to be a regular anon, you can use an emoji or somethin' to identify yourself. or dont even be anon! you do you!
i have my every post tag, #cherry chats
and my ask tag, #cherry responds
youre currently on my main / nsft blog. id get out of here if you dont want that
my reblog side blog @cherr-reblog
ok i made another side blog too @the-funster
its for my funnies. you go there for the funnies because thats where my funnies are
ok. more blogs. @salad-eating-lyrics
thats about it :3
oh and quick side note for my ex if she finds this, everyone else can ignore it:
watching your journey with your bestie is lovely :3
its a lovely journey to be on as well! i havent explored doing stuff like this with someone i still consider a friend (i usually keep this stuff to like, dating) but its real fun. and also wow is it an experience with how much she can now exploit against me 😖
hii cherry <33 you might have answered this before, but since i’m a newer follower, what is your favorite movie / movies? :)
- @gothamorphosis
hi morph!!
my account is also new so do not worry (a little over a month old!!)
i dont really watch movies or tv shows regularly, but the first movie that popped into my head is actually one of my favorite movies of all time and it’s The Princess Bride. i quote it pretty regularly haha
i actually watch a lot of youtube videos, like cooking youtubers, internet documentarians, etc
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hey!! appreciate any writer that populates the timkon/reader tag but just to let you know, kon’s civilian name is spelled conner, not connor !! easy mistake to make :)