#cheonsc

Jongin glanced at her for a second, a bit confused by the question before he offered a shrug. “Maybe with love? I want to believe that most monsters, as we call them, are just people who did not get the chance yet to find someone who loves them. Being without love… maybe that compelled them to become monsters. Like, they saw no other way because why be humane when no one else had been humane towards them, you get it?” He wondered, not really sure he gave her the answer she was looking for.

         she shouldn’t have gone out anywhere especially when she felt sick since morning. the idol hasn’t really been taking good care of herself these past few days. she was busy with her comeback and she couldn’t help but try to keep herself in shape. because of that, she limits herself to into eating anything but water. she’s sleepless and anyone who looks at her knew that she’s sick. that’s why she ends up locking herself in the cubicle, throwing up something that isn’t there since her stomach is empty. but if she tries hard enough, blood might finally come out.

tears stream down her cheeks, clutching on her stomach for something to hold on at least, to stop the pain from going on with a small groan.   “  y-yeah. it just hurts a bit..   ”   she mumbles.

There’s a worry shining on her facial features when she’s standing behind the door, listening to the gagging sounds she’s able to hear and she scrunches up her nose in disgust. The sounds are too familiar to her, multiple times she has been in the same situation, hunching over the toilet and locking the door after her so no one would come inside. As soon as she saw Chinny, she knew something was wrong, but she didn’t say anything; she just watched from aside until it started to get too much.

munday no-no and yes-yes list : accepting !

→ a prompt/plot/concept/ anything you refuse to role play

hmm, truthfully i’m pretty open to anything as long as it does not involve child or animal cruelty of any sort, specially in detailed literacy. i’m fine with remote mentions of such ─ if it’s part of a character’s development ─ but i will not write with my own muses anything of the sort. it’s something that just sickens me to the point i couldn’t even read about it.

→ a rule you think is important when it comes to role playing