#chenise murphy

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This poem was inspired by the ending of the book Of Mice & Men Sitting here alone thinking of you If I made the right choice I still have no clue I keep telling myself, I had no choice Didn't know how much I would long to hear your voice Thinking about the last few moments we had together Makes me wonder if I could have done something better I didn't have a choice is what I keep telling myself But I know I am only saying this to take some guilt off myself Don't think because of what I did that I didn't care Since you've been gone all I can think about is wishing you were here But you are gone and I'm the one who took you away Now all I can do is wait for day and hope the morning sun takes all my troubles away

I'm sitting here thinking about you I'm wondering where we went wring I'm wondering how we got here We used to have bond so strong I used to be able to talk to you about everything on my mind No matter how bad thing were, talking to you made everything fine But now when we talk there's an awkward silence on the phone's line There's an elephant in the room, no one wants to address But just call me when you're ready to talk I'm all ears Because I don't want to have to keep shedding all these tears Don't ignore this message from me, like you have the others Because I'm starting to give up on you and there might not be another

I am pinky and the brain I plan to take over the world but in a completely insane way I have several chemical imbalances It's challenging I think if I get too close to the edge of the world, I'll fall off the side of it And I don't use any illegal substances but My blood should be an illegal substance 'cause It's poison Full of crazy ideas and static noise and My brain never slows down I can't sleep at night My mind is always up to something Damn, I'm tired I think I'm weird My thoughts are filled with inaccuracies that aren't real Like when we die I think it is when we begin to really live And I think that the earth revolves around Alex's head Falling asleep at night is something I always dread That's when the monsters come and surround my bed They converse and discuss each other's day As I lay, still as a stone Then they take turns getting into my head Someone please go get my meds

She's a beautiful girl In such an ugly world She's been through it all The scars on her arm reveal Favorite color is red Just like the blood she'd shed Doesn't hurt herself anymore She writes instead Guys see her as hot I see her as perfect If you talked to her you'd know that she's worth it She's my best friend My everything I don't think other girls can even compare I'll try to be fair She has has her fair share of flaws that she needs to repair She a bit controlling And a little conceited But who can blame her She has a reason She loves herself And it took her years It also took a fair amount of tears Now she's full of confidence I'm not there yet But I'd follow this girl to the moon and back She's perfect to me Imperfections you see But I'll just follow the lead of the imperfect girl that's perfect to me

I'm feeling like this is forever For worse and for better A time that we will be separated, I hope is never If you don't feel the same just let me know I don't want to but I'll eventually let you go If the time ever comes where I ask if you love me and the answer is no I just want to let you know I'm unforgettable

I Just Failed A Math Quiz by 10th Grade (or 11th, I can't remember) Chenise Murphy I just failed a math quiz It blew my mind The reason I failed was because I couldn't graph sine Logarithims floor me And those were chapters ago But they were on this quiz That would have been nice to know Oh the pain I endure In this math class If I don't pass I will surely gag Oh wait she's talking Maybe I should listen Then maybe I could comprehend all the things I keep missing But what the heck is that she is drawing on the screen What does that funny looking symbol she keeps writing mean OMG this is pointless Why do I even try My brain is going to explode and I am going to die