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(         sms         »         jen         )         :         i   love   you   too   ,   btw

(         sms         »         jen         )         :         i   can't   believe   you   didn't   wait   for   me   ,   i'm   hurt

❝         i   know   you   don't   need   my   help   ,   but   i'm   offering   it   anyway.         ❞   

          𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒? 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃?   nothing is timeless about a traumatized girl, about someone who’d been through something no one should ever && managed to survive despite it.   jennifers remark makes the berman woman try && stifle a very bitter laugh, the movement of her chest still causing slight aching from healed over scar.   (  that scar is her only reminder that any of it was real && not one big nightmare.  then again, wasn’t it a   𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙼𝙰𝚁𝙴   regardless?   come morning dozens of dead children lay about camp grounds, slaughtered && cold.  their blood soaks into the earth, leaving a wicked mark.  those who survived, cindy && ziggy alone, will bear that night in mind for the rest of their lives !  )     ;      ❝ timeless isn’t the word i’d use, jennifer. ❞   says cindy as her legs are tucked back against chest, back rested against chair propped up to drawn curtains.   the leaves pale now, fall time settled into the bones of the world as if what happened was in the distant past.   camp nightwing is fading from the minds of those not effected && she can’t help but feel a little bitter about it.   they get to move on, cindy can’t.     ❝  i’ll never forget that night.  i still remember the screams, the-the bod- . . ❞  sentence trails, eyes closed momentarily.  ❝  it’s seared into my memory . . i’ll never get rid of my guilt for   𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖌. ❞   face turns away from the other to gaze out window.

well good because i love you everywhere too !!

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