ohHHhhHhHhh my goD. really thought i was gonna have to go to the ER AGAIN. my pain was so fucking bad that a muscle relaxer & half an oxy didn't even TOUCH it. and it was spreading to new places, Which Was Concerning. i took the other half of the oxy and it took like an hour and a half but it did finally kill most of the pain.
but i was sitting at like an 8.5 for. several hours tbh. could barely think & was literally shaking from pain. and the thought of having to go to the ER again made me want to burst into tears
uh in other news i got my weed card today. got some free pre-rolls (which is the only way ill buy a pre-roll tbh bc they're all like $10 each (sometimes MORE) at every dispensary and i simply refuse to pay $10 for One Single Joint) and got enough flower to get me thru a few weeks at least. AND MORE IMPORTANTLY: MORE TRANSDERMAL GEL!!!! which is the only thing that rlly helps my stupid jaw and nerve
ok i have to go to bed now. everyone pray 4 me that i dont wake up in pain in the middle of the night
