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Name: Micah Nickname: Mike, Spike, Spike-a, meegaleeto, you-with-the-face, ricecake, micmic, rexi. Birthday: June 29 Gender: I identify with my lady parts Sexuality: are you funny? conventionally attractive? unconventionally attractive? human? congrats I probably want in your pants! Height: 5’2" Time Zone: U.S. Eastern What time and date is it there: 9/19 1:12 am Average hours of sleep I get each night: 2.7 The last thing I Googled was: "where are the goddamn mario stars" My most used phrase(s): "Ya DO?" "I can't even" "I'm going to punch you in the throat" "I will punch you in the mouth" "I'm going to hit you" First word that comes to mind: malcontent What I last said to a family member: ”Call me kiddo again punk, you might have gotten taller but I will crush you beneath my mighty weight" (my younger brother has taken to calling me kiddo lately.) One place that makes me happy & why: Bookstores, library, anywhere with a fuckton of books. I like the idea that while you're reading you exist in the world on the pages. How many blankets I sleep under: just one Favourite beverage(s): tea, ice tea, warm tea, old tea, room temperature tea, bubble tea, T, Last movie I watched in the cinema: The Fault In Our Stars Things I can’t live without: animals, paint, ukulele, rage I plan on learning: German… maybe… but probably not A piece of advice for all my followers: messing up means you get to start over better. Blog(s): lifeofricecakes, spinoutnews, ricecakewrites, environmentalmentality, and standingsoapbox with a new one with my BestFriend coming soon.

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 it's like if you have mental illness then you're just basically fucked in all kinds of ways because psychiatric care is just SO EXPENSIVE if your insurance either doesn't cover it, doesn't cover it all the way, or you have none, which is just stupid based on the fact a lot of people need the psychiatric care to hold jobs just to pay for the insurance/psychiatric care which turns into choosing your either mental health or things like food or shelter for a lot of people ???? 

I just don't understand why it's not more easily accessible when so many people struggle with some form of mental illness and it can be so crippling 

and then they go and stigmatize it so if you're not getting help they can demonize you and if you are getting help they can demonize you as well????

Like wyatt was trying to find just a psychiatrist to see him for anxiety and it was a huge hassle finding someone who was not only covered under his insurance but also could schedule him an appointment in a reasonable amount of time because places tend to be like "oh yes, we can see you... in like three months" and he has super great insurance too ??? 

The entire system is basically just a huge fuck you and I hate it

I found a support group here which is free because it's basically just a supervising nurse and peer support, which is super awesome, and one of the girls there gave me some info where i might be able to get help but i also have a feeling that they're not going to be able to help me because i'm also unemployed and haven't been able to keep a job for more than like a month recently trying to do so unmediated ???? 

Moving doesn't help all of us I STILL DO THESE THINGS help.