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Chapter TwentySeven : Spencerâs Broke
Spencer After noon, she turned over in bed to reach for John only to discover he wasnât there beside her, remembering at once that it wasnât morning and she wasnât waking just like any other time. Â This had been different. Â This had been of Johnâs design. Â Instantly a tired smile took her features as she slowly lured herself up from where she laid. Â Not usually one to sleep well without him, nor was she one to like waking alone, but this time it was quite alright with her as she knew what awaited her downstairs. Â In a t-shirt and her short shorts, she drew her hair up in a high ponytail to the back of her head, looping it through and allowing the mess to remain a mess, only slightly organized now as she made her way down the hall, peeking into the boysâ rooms to find out if either of them were down for their naps. Â Sheâd been out for nearly six hours, far longer than she thought a nap to take, but fully rested which was sure to please her husband. Â As she rounded the base of the stairs, her eyes were already taking a quick sweep to locate the trio of trouble who had the run of the house all morning.
John Finally having caught a bit of rest in between Paw Patrol, John might have been the one dipping out first only to be awoken briefly by Riverâs excited laughter and clapping but as John went out Rhys would do the same. Held on his chest, head turned against his fatherâs chest plate as one arm supported the back of him. Hand sprawled as if heâd go anywhere while his other arm was drawn out to the rest of the side of the couch where River laid. Cheek pressed to Johnâs bicep and out just as quickly. All three out to the world as last he had been awake, his wife had been asleep. Now it was his time to play catch up even if only briefly in this moment.
Spencer As she rounded the base of the stairs, beyond excited to see the three of them, she found them, passed out on the sofa in about the sweetest position that accurately described John as even in his sleep, he was protecting those boys. Â She knew if she touched either of the boys to move them to their beds that it would wake John, which was something she didnât want to do, yet at the same time, she wanted to help take some of the load off the man who had been at it far longer than sheâd intended leaving him for. Â Deciding to leave them as they were for the moment, she went into the kitchen to start a pot of coffee, leaning against the counter simply watching the three of them sleep as she waited for the coffee to brew.
John The sleep would only be so light in this position as anytime Rhys would move or lift his head, he was up. The same with River as he held to his arm. A steady pool of slobber seeming to coat him in every angle but his own mouth. It was that kind of light sleep that would keep him able to look after the two. In only a few minutes time, Rhys had given up a yawn. Even that slight movement causing John to tiredly open his eyes. Unaware that he was being watched as he glanced down towards the boy concluding that yawn and settling back into place which would allow him to close his own eyes and get back to it if only for the moment.
Spencer As the coffee finished, Spencer was too intently watching John tend to Rhys at the slightest stir, not entirely sure how he could manage sleeping like this, maintaining full control, without passing out. Â He was amazing and there was no changing her mind in the matter. Â Coming around from the kitchen, she leaned in, her hands gently taking to Rhysâ sides as she whispered softly to John. Â âHey, Iâve got him,â she assured, doing her best not to startle the man, only willing to relieve him of Rhys and take him upstairs to his bed so that John could do the same should he want some actual rest. Â When he opened his eyes, heâd find his wife as well rested as heâd ever seen her, perhaps the last time being sometime before her last trimester of pregnancy, a few hours of uninterrupted sleep wearing well on the woman.
John As he closed his eyes, he heard the voice of the woman a moment later as he opened up again. Watching her take to Rhys as his hand slipped from his back though he had been just fine and stuck there regardless. Not bothering to complain. Heâd give up a yawn of his own though silently this time to not disturb River on his own. Pressing his head back into the couch where his eyes were closing once again showing he wasnât too horribly startled by it all.
Spencer Securing Rhys against her, quite pleased that she hadnât startled John as that could have turned bad in a quick moment, she drew back, holding the boy to her chest as she made her way to the stairs. Â A few moments later, she was at the top of the stairs and in Rhysâ room, laying him down in his crib where sheâd stand over him, rubbing his back softly to assure she hadnât woken him in the transition. Â Once she was sure he was still asleep, she made her way back downstairs to do the same with River, relieving John entirely so that he could check out for a while. Â âWhy donât you go upstairs and lay down?â she suggested as she drew her hands under River, attempting to move him without waking him as she had been able to manage with Rhys.
John Hearing her voice once more as she drew at River now, not so sure sheâd manage given his position. Heâd grumble his response as he was just fine with River there as he had been fine with Rhys there despite he wouldnât be getting a deep sleep with either of them there and his defenses on high. Not expecting the woman to know that even though she had experienced it first hand with just that little yawn, heâd tilt his head to the side and settle back in.
Spencer She wouldnât push the man any further to go upstairs, understanding that sometimes a nap on the sofa could be just as fulfilling, only wanting to give him a bit of the opportunity that he had given to her. Â Lifting River up, sheâd have to lean him back against her chest, turning him around a moment later where heâd fuss against her. Â âHey, youâre alright,â she assured, whispering to the boy as she headed for the stairs, having a feeling this one might have been a bit more challenging. Â Once she was up in his room, she did just as she had with Rhys, remaining for a moment before sheâd slip out of the door, assuring both boys were asleep in their beds with one more check from her before she was heading back downstairs. Â Forgetting about her coffee entirely, she went to the sofa where John slept in that awkward position, taking a seat off to the other side of the sofa before one hand was reaching out for his, tugging softly against the man as she encouraged him there to her own lap.
John Remaining in nearly that same position as he had without the boys, fingertips touching the floor by the time the woman was returning and again against him. His eyes drowsily opening if only briefly as he moved in her direction and got his head into lap at her willing. Nudging himself further against her where heâd get himself a nice little spot before he got comfortable and slipped out once again. One hand finding her knee as she became a human pillow in that moment.
Spencer Offering him that space against her, if there was one thing she knew, the both of them slept better with one another. Â Her fingertips drew to the side of his face, gently stroking against him, she leaned her own head back. Â Not tired, just relaxed, enjoying the fact that she might be able to give a little bit of that back to him. Â Slowly shifting that hand to his shoulder, finding a comfortable place to rest her own hand against him, her thumb stroked softly to the manâs arm through the fabric of his shirt.
John He was out to the world for every bit of about a half hour before heâd even show signs of life within her lap. Hand tightening gently at her knee before a shift of his breathing suggesting he was waking up. Eyes opening a few moments later as he glanced up towards her as if briefly confused as to how he had gotten from the couch to her lap with no prior memory of it but there he was and attempting to make sense of it before a heavy hand would find his face.
Spencer Feeling the tension in his hand gripping her, she hadnât realized sheâd dozed off in that time as well. Â The manâs breathing being enough to lure her back to sleep. Â The grasp of his hand to her knee was enough to draw her out of that light slumber, as though sheâd never been in it in the first place. Â As he wiped his hand there over his face, the confusion was evident, yet she wouldnât bombard him with information. Â Instead, giving him that time to wake up as her hand softly smoothed over the curve of his shoulder. Â
John âMmmâŠâ he would hum as he saw her having faded off as well which had him lifting from her lap. Drawing back as he laid on his side to the couch before he was reaching for her. Guiding her to find a place beside him as the both could nap now within one anotherâs grasp as he definitely had not gotten his fill of both that nap and his ability to hold his wife.
Spencer Feeling him shifting there, she thought he was waking up, but instead felt him luring her there with him a moment later. Â A soft smile stole her lips as she easily went with him as heâd suggested silently, easily able to go with most anything he wanted or needed, often times without the need to say a single word. Â Knowing there would be more room in their bed for this than there was on the sofa, she wouldnât dare suggest it as the closeness the sofa provided them with was simply unachievable in the bed as the space would forever require them to spread out a bit. Â Here, closeness was required, and for that she would lay with him. Â Half tempted to turn her back to him, to allow that full press of their bodies close to one another, she instead opted to face him, to allow her face to rest against his arm, to drape her leg over his, to meet the form of his body with her own.
John Having a different suggestion for this nap already quite contrary to what she had suggested in the first place. He felt her pressing into his arm as his on slipped around her and his head slipped into the couch. Eyes closing once again as he felt her drawing into him and was embraced into the sort of comfort that only she could provide. Yet, still, his sleep would never entirely too deep with these key people around him as he was constantly at the ready and go. Yet, it would be the best he could hope for in these moments thus he was happy for a bit more to refuel the tank.
Spencer She wrapped herself around him as best as she could in the confined space, quite liking the fact that it reinforced the intimacy they were always within in some way or another. Â As his eyes closed once again, not managing to be open for too terribly long to begin with, she pressed a soft kiss to his lips before she was burying her face there into his chest, letting her own eyes close again where sheâd give into the little nap that had stolen her minutes before. Â There was no way she was tired, not after the sleep sheâd gotten that morning that was too long to be considered a nap, but something about being close to him would always draw up either arousal or relaxation, and this time proved to be continuing that which heâd started in her that morning by way of relaxing. Â
John Giving it about 20 minutes time, the man was back up and at him where heâd roll gently back. Yawning to himself as his arms would stretch. Eyes opening long enough to catch the sight of her before sheâd inevitably wake up from that light nap that the two of them had hoped to. Smirking softly to himself at how those plans had changed so suddenly. The true mark of parenthood.
Spencer The movement of the man would be enough to draw her own eyes to open, finding that smirk there before anything else. Â A soft smile stole her features as she let her eyes close again, giving herself a moment to wake up, knowing well that this was not what either of them had planned for the time while the boys slept, yet it had been fulfilling just the same. Â âHey you,â she whispered, her hand finding his side with a firm grip. Â âWhere do you think youâre going?â she asked, her eyes opening to challenge the shift heâd made.
John Hearing her speak as his arms stretched over his head, giving up another yawn as way of explanation before heâd stretch his long limbs. Hearing her question before his eyes would reopen and return to hers. âI didnât want to yawn in your face.â he reminded her, voice rougher than usual even if that was saying something as he felt her hand to his side and that grip she always seemed to keep on him.
Spencer A hum passed her lips by way of response as she understood that which heâd guard her from, only proving to further that smile to her lips that exposed the whites of her teeth. Â âSuch a gentleman,â she whispered, using that grip of her hand against him to guide him back within the confines of her hold once more, already missing the pressure of his body there to her own. Â âI donât think I was done with you yet,â she confessed by way of complaint.
John Allowing her guidance as if the man was not tall, he might have been rather petite given his stature as he was long before he was wide. Pulling back into her all the same as he heard her complaint and he shook his head. âYet.â he specified, showing that one day in this capacity that she might just be as heâd prop his head up against his hand. Elbow to the couch.
Spencer âNever,â she assured as he well knew it, prompting a soft smirk from the woman as he knew it to be a figure of speech and not nearly accurate.  As he propped up against his own hand instead of drawing into her, she groaned her displeasure with it, drawing her leg there over him anyway as her hand found the side of his face.  âProbably got at least another twenty minutes before one of the boys wakes upâŠâ she gathered, estimating how long theyâd been out for already.  âWanna make out?â she teased, as though it would ever be so simple and as if either of them held an ounce of will power to stop there.  âIâll let you get to third base,â she continued, sweetening the deal.
John Smirking as she drew into him instead, hearing her gather her time as heâd give in finally and allow her the closeness she desired. Hearing her question, his brow would cock as he was pretty sure he hadnât heard that one in 10 plus years. He hummed low at her making it even better as his hand would find her midback. âWhat exactly is âthird base?ââ he asked curiously, not quite familiar with it from one step to the other. âIsnât second likeâŠheavy petting?â
Spencer As he drew into her finally, she met his eyes and the sight of that smirk. Â âWell, first base is kissing. Â Second base is up the shirt. Â So I think third is down the pants, up the shirt, and kissing?â she reasoned, not entirely sure she remembered what it was, but it sounded good just the same. Â âSo whataya say?â she teased, stealing a kiss to his lips once more as if she were trying to convince him. Â âWe can take it one base at a time and if at any point you donât feel comfortable, we can stop. Â And I wonât tell anyone. Â Promise.â Â Teasing him still, she was a little too into playing with the man, a sign that the woman was well rested if nothing else.
John âMmmâŠâ still not sure if that was what it was but not knowing any different regardless as he pressed his lips back to hers. Hearing her assure him and smiling low at her promise. âJust remember, Iâm saving myself for marriage.â he warned as heâd lean in. Pressing his lips back to hers however briefly to attempt to incite that reaction out of her that he knew was brewing somewhere underneath.
Spencer His reminder to her lips would prompt a laugh from the woman, breaking the sanctity of that kiss as she couldnât possibly sustain it under such conditions. Â âIs that so?â she asked, playing along with a game that had started out as her own and somehow fallen into his control. Â âMy best friend told me if you use a condom and thereâs no flesh to flesh contact, then itâs not actually sex,â she lied, something that actually had been told to her at one point in time a million years ago. Â âBut yeah, Iâm good with not going all the way this time. Â If you knock me up, I canât cheer anymore, so itâs better this way,â she continued on, quite liking the idea of meeting him a decade or more sooner as all of those firsts would have belonged to the one they should have all along, never quite getting over that pregnancy revelation that sheâd met him too late in life. Â
John âItâs not.â he assured her, agreeing with this friend of hers as it sounded like just the kind of lie he would have tried to spin once. Hearing her continue, he had to laugh. âYeah, the cheerleaders donât fuck the guys like me anyway.â he reminded her, as in this scenario he was so damn far out of her league. More than usual as she had no reason to like him now but had even less of a reason then. Finding peace in the fact that at any other time, should they have not been forced together, it simply would not have happened.
Spencer âThen the other cheerleaders are idiots because I happen to be in love with you and they just donât know a good man when they see one,â she reminded him, drawing into his kiss once again, pressing her lips firmly against his own. Â With one hand finding the side of his neck, her smile was easily felt there against his lips. Â The leg that sheâd drawn over his legs lifted to his hip, bringing herself in closer to him. Â With a soft hum there to her lips, her kiss intensifying by the moment as sheâd stated her feelings for the man as she knew them to be as well as how she thought they wouldâve been then as well had the two met under different circumstances, assured in her own mind that no matter what, he was her soulmate, and they would have found themselves in this space one way or another.
John The suggestion that he was a good man could be disputed by many. Much less him. Feeling her take into him with that leg over his hip. Hand slipping up to cradle her jaw as heâd press back into her as he allowed her to think what she wanted by this point. Learning there was no attempt to tell her any different that would succeed now as heâd lean back into her embrace seemingly content with the suggestion that the two could exist in any other platform in any other space or time.
Spencer As he reciprocated her affections, she felt his hand there to her jaw, possessing her as his own just beyond her confession of being in love with him. Â Even if they were just playing around, that much was true and would continue to be true through any time or space they existed within. Â She easily felt as though she were one half of him and he the other, attempting to find one another through a life apart. Â Only once the two were together could they be complete as they were to this day. Â As he drew into her, she drew still into him, her lips pressing firmly to his as she tightened her hold on him by way of her leg wrapping around him. Â The hand at his neck shifted to give up a full hold of her arm around him, securing him to her, not allowing him to escape should he want to, as though she could actually hold this man down, though they both knew she didnât stand a chance.
John Heâd certainly let her think he could be captured as he held easily enough to her and allowed her to do the same as if there was anywhere else heâd want to be. The early days of his relationship and even her pregnancy proof of the fact that the two could lock themselves away and be perfectly content with one another. Nothing would change here should they ever have the capacity once more for that and these little moments had to prove it as his arm swept her midback.
Spencer Feeling his hold around her matching that which she offered to him, she held him firmly as her lips passed there over his. Â A mental image of a teenage girl in a cheerleading uniform and a boy in a cut that was a little too big for him flashed through her mind, unable to not think of what they might have been like then should the stars have aligned a little sooner for the two. Â The thought alone brought a smirk to her lips as she slowly sealed the kiss to his lips. Â âI probably have that cheer skirt upstairs in a box in the closet,â she teased, as if they could make such things come true, though she wasnât entirely sure she could still get her ass into it, yet somehow figuring there was no way he was going to let go of her to find out.
John As he heard her teasing, he shook his head gently at her. "I don't think so." Acting as if he simply was not into it, his lips would tighten. "You've obviously kept it for a reason. Because you want to keep it. I'd hate to defile it. I hear cum stains are pretty hard to get out of some fabric." He challenged, showing his hand as his eyes found hers.
Spencer It was all too tempting for her to get up and go get that skirt, more than willing to sacrifice it to him, but it would mean leaving him at the same time, ultimately deciding it could wait for another time in another place where the two would have far more time to enjoy it than they would here. Â Nodding her head softly, she agreed as though it was his words that had talked her out of it. Â Leaning back in to press her lips to his, her hand venturing there between them to find the protrusion in his shorts. Â Her hand formed over him as her lips did the same, both with equal intensity as she made that first move that would test the limits on if the two could actually just make out or if theyâd lack the control to throw on the brakes.
John Pressing his lips to hers, the man would hum at her lips as if he was surprised as he felt the cup of her hand seeking him. Knowing she knew better as it never took much to get him going. "Cheater." He uttered to her lips as this had to be far past third base and if it wasn't then it explained why he don't know what it was. Teeth finding her bottom lip in return, a nip at her to get even.
Spencer Hearing that word to his lips, she smirked as she knew she had him. Feeling his bite to her lower tier, a soft whine to follow. Shifting her hand to grind lightly against him, the feeling of him beneath her hand drawing a breath at her lips as she focused into that kiss entirely.
John As she got the reaction they both knew she'd be getting against the grind of her hand in no time flat. His body reacting to her each time without fail as he couldn't recall a time not being painfully hard for the woman. Lips pressing firmly back to hers as he kept up with the previous plans she had corrupted with his tongue teasing the part of her lips.
Spencer As his tongue took to the part of her lips, sheâd give up that space willingly as her own jaw lowered to allow her tongue to pass through to meet his there, stealing his taste where he mightâve been in search of her own. Â Quickies had been their specialty as of late, sometimes to their dismay and sometimes to their own excitement, though this time there was no way she should have been interested considering that which they had done that morning. Â Her thighs still aching along with the residual damage that would reside against her wrists for the next few days, yet there she was all over again. Â
John As she persisted, he knew where they were at with this. While he had no clue how she could want him after the morning they had, there was never a question for him. Swearing he ran on the impulse to get what he could before she changed her mind as he'd pull her closer on top of him with that free hand hooking her thigh. Guiding her on top of him as he slipped onto his back.
Spencer With a slight shift there between them, her tongue smoothed over his, attempting to retain that kiss even through the transition as he moved her without any effort on her own part. Â Slipping her hand out from between them, now able to use her own hips against his to apply that pressure to the man, shifting her hips there, she whined into the confines of his mouth, already feeling the pressure getting to her. Â Drawing back from the kiss, she met her eyes as she took a deep breath, drawing her own lower lip between her teeth as she came to realize that she couldnât. Â Leaning back into him, she pressed her lips to the side of his neck, trailing her kisses up to his ear. Â âI donât think I can,â she confessed, words she never thought sheâd say though she still ached from that morning. Â Now that she felt him getting hard there beneath her, she wouldnât let him remain that way, nor would she allow him to take care of it himself. Â âLet me taste you instead?â
John âOhhhhh." Literally amazed he had never thought to hear those words from his wife, giving up a louder than usual laugh. Feeling her at his neck. "Did my wife just say she can't? Oh my god." Pressing his lips to her shoulder where he was quite impressed with himself for getting her that good earlier. "Do whatever you want." He stated simply as his hands found her sides, knowing she wasn't the type to start something and leave him there. "Spencer James just said she can't." He repeated out loud to himself with a quick smirk.
Spencer âJohn, câmon nowâŠâ she complained there against his neck, hearing him go on and on with this one as she seemed to know she wouldnât be living it down.  Biting against his neck as he through her name in to it as though it were an announcement of sorts, she bit against him without restraint.  âFine.  You know what?  I can.  I can and I fucking will just so that you canât ever say that I couldnât,â she declared, sitting up over him where her hands were at her own t-shirt, lifting it up and over her head where heâd find his wife braless beneath, leaving her in nothing but those booty shorts of hers.  âAnd when I canât walk for the rest of the day, you can carry me where I need to go.â  Bratting it up with the man after heâd made fun of her, sheâd dish it right back to him without hesitation.
John âNo, you won't." Laughing to himself as she worked at her shirt which had him sitting up, his arms slipping around her as he took to her like a moth to the flame like usual as he pressed his lips to her chest. "It's fine...just know that I'll have to go tell the Mint and they'll stamp out some commemorative quarters..." taking it a step further, he didn't want her hurting or pushing herself. "Seriously though." Managing to at least try to get serious. "It's fine." He assured her as he met her eyes.
Spencer As he took it a step further, she grumbled her response there as she felt him lifting up to sit before her, his lips taking to her instantly. Â Not sure how it was that he wanted her again already, yet knowing all at the same time as she felt exactly the same. Â Her hands found the back of his neck and head, her fingers smoothing through his hair as she held him there against her. Â Her eyes found his as he looked up to meet hers where heâd find that determined look in her eyes that he had put there. Â âI want to fuck my husband,â she explained, though they both knew it was liable to break the woman after everything that morning. Â âNo commemorative anything aside from marks,â she assured, refusing to let it be said that there was ever a day when she couldnât physically fuck the man. Â
John "I'll give you something else." He promised, putting his foot down here as he pressed his lips gently to hers. "But I'm not going to hurt you. Bad for business." He reminded her, as it might just save them down the line. They had already gotten a notch for the day. Giving her a reassuring squeeze against her hips. He'd steal her waist, turning them around to place her on her back to get the upper hand here.
Spencer Attempting to be stern there, it would do no good as the manâs concern for her outweighed her own stubbornness on the matter. Â As his hands gripped her waist, reversing their roles instantly, he took her by surprise as he so easily moved the woman from one place to the next. Â A pout there to her lips as her brat mode was in full effect, eyes looking up to him to back up her pleas. Â âI like getting hurt by you,â she confessed easily, a smirk there to her lips as he knew it to be true.
John "Nope." Not having any of it as his hands drew to her shorts. "I need you in good working condition for a long time to come." He reminded her as his lips found her chest, drawing down at her bottoms. "Or cum." He'd correct himself, lips turning down the center of her chest as he prepared his trail. Hand finding his own bottoms to guide them down. Illustrating his intent here for while he was helping her.
Spencer As her own shorts were removed, she couldnât help the smirk at her lips at his correction, not entirely sure why he was taking off her shorts if he wasnât to let her fuck him or him to fuck her. Â Regardless, no fucking was happening and the woman was confused. Â As he lowered his own shorts, his lips passing down her chest, her hand found the back of his neck as she read it entirely wrong. Â âSo youâre just saying no fucking but then weâre fucking, right?â she asked, eyes lifting as that smirk remained.
John "No, we're not." He clarified as she found the back of his neck, not sure what had given her such an idea as he lures himself down her stomach further. Only as he was drawing down her panties did he begin to understand where he'd shake his head. "No, that was so I can grip it while I work on you." He clarified nonchalantly.
Spencer Hearing him say there was no fucking happening there, she still wasnât sure she understood. Â For a moment, she thought perhaps he would be taking a position over her, allowing her to taste of him while he did the same for her, but as he continued making that path down her abdomen, clarifying his intentions, heâd find his wife sitting straight up over him, shaking her head. Â âNo. Â No way. Â That is /mine/.â Â Leaving no room for doubt on where she stood on the matter, he knew better, just as she did, her hand tightening to the back of his neck. Â âDonât you touch it, John.â
John Watching as she'd sit up, it still wouldn't stop him much even as he felt her at his neck. Anticipating that response as his lips found her inner knee, guiding down her panties before navigating up to her inner thigh. Saying nothing on the manner as his lips pressed firm and lasting kisses to the flesh of her inner leg as his gentleness directly contradicted himself earlier.
Spencer As he said nothing in return, nor did he alter his path there at all, heâd hear her whine as her eyes were carefully watching where his hand was. Â Feeling him there to her inner thigh, she released a heavy sigh as he was taking them to a place that she wasnât going to be able to come back from easily. Â Weakening her with his gentle approach, feeling herself drawn back by her own force there as she had no choice but to give in to the man in this manner. Â âPlease donât, John,â she asked of him, not able to handle the man helping himself any more than heâd allow her to help herself. Â âI think you should turn around and let me help you,â she suggested, not often doing so from the position she was presently in, but determined that if he wasnât going to fuck her pussy then he could fuck her mouth, but there was no way in hell she was going to lay back and let him fuck his own grip.
John Hearing her suggestion as him being on top of her in such a manner would hardly work and she had to know it. His eyes flickering up to hers. "I won't touch it. I'll keep my hands right here." He resolved, grip at the sides of her thighs, already lowering hips to the couch for that pressure and a bit of relief as his lips trailed further up her inner thigh.
Spencer The idea of him gripping himself brought forth a power in the woman like no other should she need to stop him. Â Heâd seen it before and just how badly she hated it, something she knew the man understood well. Â As he brought his hands to the sides of her thighs, promising to keep them there, she would have no choice but to trust the man, yet if he broke that promise, sheâd be doing the same thing to him later on. Â As she felt his lips traveling up her inner thigh, her core tightened at the sheer proximity of the man to her anatomy. Â Knowing her suggestion would actually work, as well as give him control over the depth he took in her mouth, she bit at her lower lip as though to sate the need for that oral fixation as well as her desire to please him while he did that which he was setting forth to do for her. Â âI want you in my fucking mouth,â she complained, clearly leaving her submission upstairs from earlier that morning as sheâd make no secret of where she wanted him just as sheâd expect him to make a demand of her should he want something bad enough. Â
John Hearing her complaint, his eyes drew to the woman. Simply giving her the look as he finally drew up with a sigh. "Your funeral." He reminded her as he'd wind up drawing entirely too deep within her mouth as he leaned up. Drawing down his shorts and boxers all together as he readied himself for that stance.
Spencer Watching as he stood up, lowering his pants and boxers to the floor, she made her way down the sofa a bit to allow him more room to manage there over her. Â A smirk taking her lips as she felt as though sheâd won this one and made sure that his hand would be no where near his cock, she reached out to wrap her hand around him, stroking his length in promise of what her mouth would soon provide. Â Quite liking the idea of trusting him with this as it took ultimate trust on her part to know that the man would raise his hips if she gagged too hard or too many times. Â
John Feeling her hand find him, reassuring him like he had any doubts to begin with as his knees would find the couch above her head. Seeing if she could pull off that touch for now as he was leaning down and dragging down her panties. Lips finding her pubic bone as he remained elevated just enough where he was hers if she wanted him but for now it would require a lift of her head until his hips pushed forward.
Spence As he took his place over her, her hand never left him, stroking at his length as he removed her panties, allowing them to fall off her legs at the end of the sofa. Â Feeling his lips find her pubic bone, she knew he was in his position entirely, only able to wonder if heâd be able to sustain it as she parted her lips at the head of his cock. Â Taking her time there with him just as he would had he been pressing into her, she kept a slow, careful lift of her own head to take him into the warm confines of her mouth.
John Feeling her lift to find him, heâd exhale hotly to her skin before his tongue was parting her. Rolling smoothly over her heated sex with the thick muscle of his tongue. Remaining patient, just as she did with her mouth around him as the woman always felt entirely too good in this capacity. Tongue passing over the bead of her as he focused in on it knowing heâd get the absolute most reaction from her just there.
Spence The first sweeping of his tongue over her was met with the draw of her knees upwards, parting to allow him there, yet a true reaction nonetheless. Â Continuing to take him slowly within her mouth, she felt him focus in against her clit, drawing a whine from her lips there against his length as her hand stroked that which she could not take within her, releasing a heavy breath against the head of his cock, knowing heâd feel every reaction she held in this manner, while forever being faced with the split focus the position would require as it was truly no different in that capacity as when she was over him.
John Humming low as he found the glimpse of her taste, loving it never more in that moment as seemed to rediscover it again and again. Each time like the first time even if previous experience would suggest much different. Her mouth around his cock another rediscovery self all itself as his hands found the sides of her hips and passed down her outer thighs even in that position. Knowing his knees would go weak here initially and push himself further into her mouth yet for now heâd play the part of patient.
Spence With her lips wrapped around him, she lifted up against him, giving him a desired depth, leaving room for leeway there as she knew the man all too well and how easy it may become for him to get carried away here, assuring she could take a bit more than that which she was taking now as it was a silent marking that sheâd offer him before she was lowering her head back down just as slowly as sheâd taken him within. Â Feeling him there at her, there would be no shortage of heavy breaths against him, heated with the fire that resided within her for the man as there was no doubt in the world that she wanted this many in every way possible. Â Even with the aching of her body, sheâd sacrifice herself to him time and time again as there was no where else that she belonged, belonging solely to him and him alone, just as she knew he did as well.
John Drawing his hips forward as it was only a matter of time as both had predicted and he wanted more of her. His tongue drawing down to her entrance as he smoothed against that area he had occupied only a few hours before. Tongue darting gently within her as his hands firmly gripped at the outsides of her thighs. Another low hum dragged up through the muscle of his tongue as he only wished he could get a look at her in this moment knowing the sight of her would be difficult to resist but also given something just as good if not better.
Spence As his hips lowered against her, she was not in the least bit surprised that upon her withdraw that heâd be in search of more, much to her own pleasure as she was the one who had wanted this. Â She wanted him to take her in whatever means was possible at this time and if she couldnât have him buried within her aching walls, this would easily be the next best thing to her as the woman had a true love for the manâs anatomy no matter how it was that she was getting him. Â Humming softly against his length there within her mouth, she felt him dip within her, stealing her taste from the source as both of her hands drew up to grip the manâs ass, encouraging him deeper still.
John Her encouragement was met with nothing but willingness to comply. Trusting those hands of hers to tell him when enough was enough. Tasting those inner walls of hers, he'd draw his attack back and focus at the bead of her clit. Surrounding her utterly with his mouth as his tongue added a textured touch to move over her. Â Ever aware of the movement of her mouth as it was a pleasure he'd still never get used to.
Spence Feeling him alter his attention, as it was impossible to miss, he earned a full whine from the woman that would then radiate through the length of his cock. Â The position was impossible for her and she knew it, yet sheâd suggested it which would remain the mystery. Â A part of her loving the idea of stimulating him while he stimulated her, and the other part just clearly hating herself. Â Another whine passed her lips before she was drawing her head back from his cock, leaving her hand to make up for that loss as she turned her head to the side, biting against his inner thigh without a second of hesitation.
John Appreciating this position as it always gave him the opportunity to change things up and get her to this point. To take advantage as should the two be on an even playing field, he couldnât guarantee that she would win. Yet this, this was something different all together as he felt her head turn. Her hand against him as he felt her teeth revisiting his thigh. Knowing heâd wear her dental records for days to come. Taking advantage once more as his tongue firmly swept her and his hands passed up her sides and back down to trace her hips and the curves of her.
Spence It was impossible to feel the man in this capacity and not want to feel all of him deep inside of her. Â Still able to feel him there from that morning, it didnât matter. Â John was playing with her, of that she was sure. Â Feeling that sweep of his tongue against her, she lifted her hips slightly into that touch, a whine at her lips there against his inner thigh where she pressed a kiss to the pain sheâd inflicted. Â Turning her head to the side, she rested her cheek against his thigh, her hand continuing to stroke his length with the pressure she imagined her mouth might give, not wanting to get him entirely used to it as her mouth would be back at him again the moment she could remember her own name.
-January 3, 2017
Chapter Twenty Seven
Last night I got her to come into my house, after all the crying. It was 3:46, and I was now getting off the phone with a spa. I wanted to pamper her today. Selena's breathing lightly, but her grip around me is tight. I stroked her hair thinking about the rough time she had yesterday, and how sorry I was for her. I couldn't tell her what was going on now. I don't know how she'd react, and I need her stable. Her fingers started to lightly rub my stomach, she was now awake. âAubrey?â âYes?â âThank you.â âFor?â âBeing here.â âYou don't have to thank me for that.â âBut I want to.â âBut it's my job to be here.â She looked up and lightly touched my low beard. She stroked it with her thumb, âI really do love you.â âAnd I feel the same way about you. How are you feeling?â She sighed, âLike my life isn't real. I still feel like I'm able to go see her, and have her do my hair. And then we'd talk about boys, and she'd make some really good food. This⊠This doesn't feel right, Aubrey,â her voice started to crack. I didn't know what to say. I continued to gently stroke her hair. She started to cry quietly. I could feel her tears touch my skin. âIt's okay,â I whispered to her as I let her cry on me, âI⊠I wanted to have you relaxed today. Don't want you cleaning your ass off to get your mind off of it, or organizing my closet or something. I got you reservations at a spa.â She looked up at me, wiping her face, âReally?â She sniffled. I nodded, âYea⊠I want you happy as soon as possible, okay?â âI can be happy, if you want me to be.â âI don't want no âpretendâ happy. I want an authentic happy. And I'll help get you there. I promise.â She smiled softly, âWhy are you so perfect?â âI'm not,â I sighed, âTrust me.â âTo me, you are,â she sniffled, âMy mother told me she wanted to be cremated.â âBut no funeral?â She shook her head, no, âIt was only me and my mom since forever. She told me she'd rather be cremated and put in my living room or something than to have a funeral with a whole bunch of just⊠fake people acting like they care.â I nodded, âMakes sense.â She just stared at me, âWho am I going to have now, Aubrey?â Her face was tear stained. âMe,â I tucked strands of hair behind her ear. âNo, you won't love me forever.â âSays who? If I'm in love with you already, I don't plan on stopping,â I chuckled. She slightly smiled, âYou know, we never established that we were in love with each other. Are you really in love with me?â âYes,â I wiped her cheeks with my thumb, I didn't like seeing those streams of tears stained into her face. âAre you sure? Because if it's just plain love, I won't mind.â âSelena, I am in love with you. Is that more convincing?â She blushed, âYes,â she laid her head back on my chest, âI'm in love with you, too,â her fingers gently tapped on my skin. âWould you ever fall out of love with me?â I was curious and partially scared of her answer. âYou were my first⊠everything. I don't think I could ever just up and leave you, Aubrey.â âHow's you and Christian going?â She looked up at me and wrinkled her eyebrows, âWhat do you mean?â I chuckled, âJustâŠ. how's your friendship going?â âWe haven't texted in a week, maybe. I don't don't know,â she laid her head back on me, âWould you like to check?â âI'm not accusing you of anything, and I trust you. I was just curious if he's given up on having what's mine.â âI think he has,â she wrapped her arms around me, âWhat times the appointment?â âAt six.â She nodded, âI have time to make something to eat for us, and then get dressed and get there.â âYou want me to join you? Cause I didn't make reservations for me.â âNo, no, I meant I'll get dressed to go. Not you.â âOh, so you don't want me to drive you?â âAubrey, my mom passed, but I'm not crippled. I can drive myself.â âAre you sure?â âAubrey..â âOkay, okay, I'll let you do that on your own. But don't think you're going to stop me from spoiling you any other time.â She kissed my chest before laying her head back down, âI'll let you spoil me all you want after this. Besides driving. You're my⊠my lover. Not my chauffeur.â I chuckled, âIs it bad that I expected you to say boyfriend?â âI was going to say it, till I remembered you weren't.â I sighed, âAbout that, Selena, you'll be able to say it soon. You will.â She sighed, âOkay.â âJust okay?â âI⊠I don't want to get my hopes up, alright? I don't want to hear it. I want you to do it. But of course, when you're ready.â I nodded, âI'll do that for you.â âOkay,â she sighed. I knew this was a difficult subject for her, and it's been hard on her since the death of her mother. I didn't want to be a heartless person in this situation. Cause I cared. I cared way too much. But, it was just simply the fact that I didn't want to care. That's what drove me to Honey. Seeing her like this makes me glad I did care, cause she can always turn to me and ask for something. I'd never let her down. She sat up, âYou're hungry?â I nodded. âWhat would you like?â âPancakes. A lot of them,â I smiled. She smiled softly, âYou're like a big kid.â âI mean, I could make them. It's really not a big deal.â âAubrey, didn't I tell you I'm not crippled?â âOkay, okay.â She pecked my lips before getting up and walking out my room and down the stairs. I followed behind her, and sat down in the kitchen table, watching her as she was bent over in the refrigerator, preparing. âYou're so sexy, Selena.â She smiled, âThank you,â she pulled out ingredients, âWould you like bacon too?â She closed the refrigerator. I nodded, âYes, please.â âOkay,â she opened the freezer to take out the bacon. She put it the microwave to defrost, âI know we haven't been very intimate for the past few days and-â âSelena, right now, sex isn't a necessity,â which I honestly felt. It wasn't necessary for her. I, personally, enjoyed that Honey gave me my fix yesterday. âYou're going through a lot. You are in no way obligated to have sex, okay?â She walked to me, and kissed me gently and sensually, âYou are amazing, do you know that?â I bit my lip, âYou better stop before I get in the mood.â She giggled, âDon't worry, there will be a reward for you one of these days. I promise.â I winked, âGo make that food. I wanna watch you.â She smirked, âOr maybe you're just rushing me because you're really hungry.â âI might be. But you're also just the most beautiful woman I've ever seen and I enjoy watching you do small things like this.â She blushed and turned around to continue doing what she was doing. I bit my bottom lip. She was lucky circumstances weren't different, because she would've gotten it. When the food was ready, she placed a stack of pancakes in front of me, with a second, small plate of just bacon. I watched her as she poured me a glass of orange juice, and put a few ice cubes in it. She placed in front of me, before going into the pantry to get the syrup and grabbing a fork and knife for me. She placed those in front of me too, âIs there anything else you need?â âReassurance that I'm not dreaming,â I smirked. She giggled, âYou aren't dreaming, Papi. Eat up,â she walked off to now serve herself She served herself a portion maybe half of mine, and sat down with me. The food was delicious, and it felt great eating breakfast basically during the evening. But as I watched her, she hasn't even eaten. She nibbled, and then put her fork down. She started to go on her phone instead. I was almost done when I brought it to her attention. âWhy aren't you eating?â âI can't.â âWhy?â âI thought I would be able to eat, but I can't. Just biting it made me nauseous. I have absolutely no appetite.â I felt badly for her, and I put my fork down, âDo you need for me to do anything?â âNo,â she sighed, âYou eat, okay?â âSelena, but if you can't eat then-â âWhat, you're going to starve yourself if I don't eat? Aubrey, eat.â I sighed, âI wasn't going to say that, I just don't want to eat in front of you.â âI don't mind, I'm only nauseous if food enters my mouth. Seeing food does nothing.â âAre you positive?â I raised an eyebrow. âVery, it's okay.â âAlright,â I continued to eat until my plate was completely done. âI'm gonna go shower now, okay?â âOkay. Have fun.â She giggled and ran upstairs. I decided to wash the dishes and put her food in a container for another day. When I finished, I waited for her to come downstairs. In the meantime, I stayed on my phone. Eventually she came down, looking relaxed as she always does. But she looked beautiful anyway. âYou look beautiful,â I kissed her hand. She grabbed her keys from out her pocket and giggled, âI look homeless.â âYou don't, but whatever you say. Again, are you sure you don't want me to drive you?â âAubrey,â she said as she walked to the door, âNot crippled, remember?â I chuckled and sighed, âOkay. Give me a kiss and I'll let you go.â She gently grabbed me face, and kissed me deeply and slowly before pulling away, âGood enough?â I smirked, as I slightly licked my top lip, âToo good,â I was now turned on. She smiled and walked out the door. I walked out behind her and watched as she got into the car. She smiled and blew a kiss before waving goodbye to me, and driving out. She played with my hormones just now but it was okay. I could take it. I was fine. I decided to entertain myself, and in no way other than FIFA. It was a Saturday night and all my boys were out doing something, but I wanted to stay home. Two hours had went by, as I played multiple games on my Xbox One. Right now, the game of choice was Destiny. My phone rang. I paused Destiny, and grabbed my phone. Honey. I answered, âHello?â âDrake, is your girl around?â She paused, âWell, that's a dumb question since you answered.â âWhat do you want, Honey? Iâm in the middle of something.â âCan I drop by? I really need to have you today.â âWe did shit yesterday, that isn't enough?â âI thought you enjoyed fucking me.â âHonestly, I enjoy the thought of fucking who I please, it isn't necessarily you.â âLook, I know me and you aren't the best of friends, but do you want your dick sucked or not?â I bit my lip, contemplating. Selena won't be back for at least another hour, maybe hour and a half, âYou can stop by. But make it quick. This will not be an all night thing or an hour long thing.â âThat's all I want,â I could hear her smile, âI'll be there in 10, see you,â she hung up. My doorbell rang, and I quickly got up to open it, before running back to play my game. Honey walked in by herself, âWow, is the game that serious?â âYes,â I played, paying her no mind. She stood next to the couch, âLetâs go in your room, please?â âWait,â I had my arms glued to the TV, and my hands glued to the controller. âDrakeâŠâ âOkay, get upstairs, start taking your clothes off. I'll be there in 10 minutes tops.â She sighed and headed upstairs. When my game was over, I got up there, and she was laid on my bed. This was tricky. But I could hopefully get in and out quickly. âGet off the bed and bend over in front of the window.â She did as she was told, âYou want me to look out the window while you fuck me?â I ignored her question, âWeâll be alternating. Weâll fuck, you suck, and repeat. Got it?â She nodded. I stripped myself before positioning her ass exactly how I wanted it. I slid myself inside of her, and began to stroke her the way I liked to fuck a bitch with a fat ass. Fast, so I can watch it. Her moans were loud, and she sounded as satisfied as can be. I stroked her for maybe 5 minutes before I pulled out, âTurn around, itâs your turn.â Selena I was actually happy, on my way back to Aubreyâs house. I wasn't ecstatic, but I felt relieved. And I want to make sure Aubrey knows how much I appreciate all he's done for me. As I pulled into the parking lot of the house, I notice a familiar car. But it isn't Aubreyâs. It's too middle-class to be Aubreyâs. Maybe it's Chubbsâ or Oliver's. I shrugged my shoulders as I parked and got out my car before I made sure my doors were locked. I approached the door, ready to ring the bell till I noticed it was, well, open. I was worried somebody broke in, because Aubrey never leaves his house door open. He'd risk too much doing that. And I'd be surprised if he made an accident like that. I slowly opened the door, and put my keys in my pocket making sure it didn't make any noise. I walked around the bottom floor of the house, but it was empty. The man cave was recently touched though, I could tell. Who was here? I started to stand still and listen. I started hearing faint sounds and my heart dropped. This couldn't be what I suspected it was. Cause I know Aubrey's not stupid enough to bring another girl over here knowing I'd be back, and on top of that, not lock his door. I tip toed to the stairs, and lightly, slowly walked up the stairs. The sounds got louder. Moaning. Bodies clapping. Drakeâs voice. My head suddenly became hot, and my breathing unsteady. But I kept quiet. I stood there and I listened. âOh, fuck me,â I heard a voice moan. A voice that sounded like Honey. âShut the fuck up and take it,â I heard Aubrey groan. My lip started to quiver. I didn't know what to think. Or what to do. But I couldn't understand why. I've stayed with him through his insecurities. I stupidly gave him benefit of the doubt. I'm going through so much right now, and this whole time he's been putting on this caring front. But in reality he's been fucking Honey. And it all made sense in my head, it all fucking clicked. I was now pissed. All the things he said to me. All the times he smiled in my face. I wonder if he ever did stop fucking her, period. I am livid. âDon't cry,â I mouthed to myself, taking in a deep breath. I ran downstairs, and thought. I wasn't going to walk in the room and stop them, since that'll break my heart even more. It'll make that bitch happy, and she'll feel accomplished. I remember stories my mother told me about her friends and their relationships. I also thought of stories Wynter told me. And I came up with an idea. This wasn't all I was going to do. But this was just the beginning. I walked into the kitchen, and grabbed the biggest, sharpest knife I could find. I was positive my face was red, and if steam could come out of my ears, it would. I walked outside. Looked at all three of his cars and evilly smiled. I started with his Aston Martin. His favorite. I kneeled down and jabbed the knife into his tire. As I saw the tire deflate, my smile grew bigger. I did that for the other three, but it wasn't enough for me. I then walked to his BMW, and did the same. Each tire, one by one, flat as all hell. And still, I wasn't satisfied. I went to his trusty Range Rover. It wasn't his favorite regarding style, but this was the main car he drove around. And it was still his. So poof goes his tires on that car too. Something was missing. I looked at the car and then smiled. I took the keys out of my pocket and keyed a couple of tasteful words. F U C K Y O U I smiled as I stood up. I looked at the other side of the car, and did the same, keying the fuck out of it. He thought it was okay to break my heart. So while he's upstairs having a little fun, I think I'm gonna enjoy breaking a few of his things, too. I was finished with the damaging of cars. I thought of Honeyâs and there was just two problems with it. One, she doesn't owe me loyalty and I'm not about to get into a serious altercation with this girl over a man. And two, she needs a way to get the fuck out when she's finished. I walked back inside the house, this time closing the door. I wasn't done. I was furious. I traveled to his man cave, picking up a hardwood bat. I walked back into the family room, and laid the bat on the couch. I paced back and forth, just thinking. What else could I do? I was going through way too much, and this shit just added onto it. Tears started to fall. I could still hear them, and this house was so big, they couldn't hear the small movements I was making. I looked around the family room, and quickly wiped my tears. I picked up a decorative vase from a side table, and observed it. I ran my fingers over it, and thought of how pretty it was. Then I forcefully threw it onto the floor. I felt better. And the moaning stopped. I smirked. Now this? Is going to be real stress relief. I pick up decorative mirrors off of the walls, and smashed them each on the floor one, by one. I heard low, faint talking. They knew somebody was here, and if they were smart, they knew it was me. âI know you assholes know I'm here!â I yelled, grabbing the bat, knocking random items off of shelves, letting them shatter on the floor. No response from the people above. âAubrey!â I yelled, âGet your ass down here, and lead your nasty ass whore out of this fucking house!â I walked into the man cave, and looked at something he loved. His XboxOne. I could hear the footsteps from them coming downstairs, and hearing it, made me want to explode. âGet that bitch out, now!â I yelled, hitting the Xbox with the bat over, and over, and over, until I could visually see it was broken. I heard the door close. I walked out, and Aubrey was sitting in the family room, his head in his hands. âUm, hello?!â I looked at him. He looked at me, and he looked pissed off too. As if I was the one fucking somebody else. âWhat's your fucking problem? Did you catch me fucking somebody else?â I turned to the big TV that was in the family room, and hit it with the bat once, until someone roughly grabbed my arm. I turned to him, âGet the fuck off of me,â I scowled at him. âSo you're gonna break every fucking thing in here?!â âWhy the fuck not?â I spat. âCause you don't pay for this shit, that's why the fuck not. I get it, you're upset, but really?!â âNo, Aubrey, you don't get it! My mother is dead! And you know you're the only person I have and you just⊠you betray me like this?â Tears started to fall, âSo yes, I'm going to break all your fucking shit. Do you know why?â âWhy, Selena?â âBecause everything I broke here won't cause you half as much pain as you're causing me by breaking my heart. I hate you,â I pulled myself from his grip, throwing the bat on the floor. I ran upstairs to get all my things. I couldn't do this anymore. He followed me, âSelena-â âDon't say a word to me, you worthless piece of shit,â I walked into the room, grabbing all my things. Tears were running down my face. âSelena, just stop!â âWhy?! You know, being in this room makes me want to fucking throw up knowing you were just fucking her in here. You're disgusting, and I can't do it, Aubrey. Whatever the fuck me and you were? We aren't anymore,â I grabbed the things that belonged to me, shoving it into my bag. He gripped my hand, pulling me to him, âSelena, please, just let me explain myself!â âExplain what? I caught you fucking somebody else! What will your explanation do? Make me unsee what I saw? Make me unhear what I heard? Aubrey, Fuck you,â I tried to walk away but his grip stayed on me. âSelena,â he now looked worried. Almost teary eyed. âAubrey, please, don't,â I looked at him, as tears fell. âI love you so much, and loving you is so hard for me. I didn't mean to-â âYou didn't mean to fuck her?â He looked down. âHow long, Aubrey?â âSince the whole Mitchell thing,â he didn't look me in my eyes. I bit my lip to try and stop crying but it was hard to. His grip was no longer tight on me. And I couldn't believe this. I asked him repeatedly if he was fucking her and he completely lied in my face. I backed away from him, âYou're⊠Youâre evil,â I shook my head as I stared at him. He walked towards me, grabbing both of my hands. I shook my head, as I followed him. He walked to bed and sat down on the edge, standing me in front of him. He repeatedly kissed my hands, âSelena, I am so sorry. I'd do anything, please,â he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close, leaning his head on my stomach. This was his way of bowing down to me. And it was too late. I started to cry hysterically, right there. I heard a sniffle come from him. He looked up at me. The tough man I knew was now gone. I had now realized how much he probably did care for me, because I've never seen him cry before. But he ruined it all. So, he deserved to shed those two or three tears. âPlease, don't leave me,â he looked at me with puppy eyes. I almost fell for it. I softly grabbed him by his jawline,âWhy'd you do it?â âI was falling in love with you, okay? I didn't want to love you, Selena. But I did. And I figured that if I kept Honey on the side, I won't feel so strongly for you. But my feelings kept growing, so I kept on messing with her. I was just trying to protect myself.â I scowled at him and my right hand painfully connected with his cheek, âThat was the most selfish shit I've ever heard in my life,â I pushed him off of me and grabbed my bag. âSelena, stop it.â I ignored him. Tears fell as I ran downstairs. He followed me, but stopped once I left out the door. I drove off in my car, and pulled into the nearest gas station where I just parked and let it all out. All the tears. I loved Aubrey with all of me. How could he do this? I sat for about 10 minutes, crying, until I pulled myself together. I picked up my phone to see texts from Aubrey already. Papi đâ€: Iâm so sorry. Papi đâ€: Let me make this up to you. Please. Papi đâ€: I love you. Papi đâ€: I know I hurt you, please give me a chance to show you that I care. I left those on read. Instead of answering him, I sent two texts to other people. One to Wynter: Me: Call me ASAP. And one to Christian: Me: Can we talk? And then, I took out the business card Mitchell gave me. I looked for the number and then dialed it. I got an immediate answer, âHello, this is Mitchell Burton, how may I help you?â I took a deep breath, âHello, this is Selena from Daddy's Jewels, and I want to take your offer.â
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