#chapter 310

뭐 이런 자식이 다 있나 싶은 퍼포먼스긴 했으나, 은하제는 자신의 유능한 후배를 떠올릴 때마다 입맛이 썼다. Well, it was a performance that made me wonder if there were all these children, but Eunhaje had a taste for it every time he thought of his capable junior.

유능한 건 좋지만, 최근에는 지나치게 무리하는 듯해서 말이다. It's good to be competent, but lately it seems like I'm overdoing it.

정이 많아 스스로를 챙기기도 벅찬 상황에서 자꾸 남한테 죄책감을 느끼는 듯했다. In a situation where it was difficult to take care of herself because she had a lot of affection, she seemed to feel guilty about others.

‘그럴 필요가 전혀 없는데 말이지.’ 'There's no need for that.'

…그 와중에 오염된 자신의 상태에 대한 건 무기력해하는 게 은연중에 느껴져서 더 안쓰럽고 말이다. … In the meantime, I feel even more sorry for myself because I feel helpless about my polluted condition.