This broke me.

It's not that I didn't know that he blamed himself, but to hear him admit that..is so sad, but I'm also happy that he's talking about himself..

I could've never thought that the reason he didn't move from that place was this tho..i thought he was curious, really 😭😭

But it's so sad..

He's so young, and he's doomed to die at an early age because of that stupid illness. He was failed by all the adults around him, who placed their ambitions and dreams on his tiny little shoulders. He's ambitious, he's ready to throw away his relationships for the sake of his kingdom. Why is it that, though? Is it not because he was failed by every adult around him? Is it not because they treated him like Yuhon's successor instead of a child who had just lost his father? Who even saw him as himself? His mom was scared of him...

To see him being so ready to die..it breaks my heart, really...