#chapter 150

150 in its entirety is one of the most emotional chapters of the whole manga so far. so much is great about it

Rudo trying to lift Gountess' guilt because the thought that there was something he could do to not end up in this situation is unbearable. And Gountess dismisses it.

the horrof of course

Gountess' desperation

and the way he begs for Rudo's help

It's so funny to me that she does to Luffy the same thing she did to Zoro but she doesn't pester her captain that much about it when he's the one that actually made her lose something. Nami is, first and foremost, a comedian and you won't convince me otherwise.

Gountess asking not just for himself but for Lily makes me cry

for DECADES he had to lie to her to protect her

because they havent cut contact, she just thinks he is okay but busy while shes busy herself touring the world and shit

for DECADES he couldnt tell her that he is being held prisoner, actually being drained dry, lied to his ONLY remaining family, to the love of his life

he couldnt confide in her about the murder of his parents

he couldnt confide in her that he's become a tool in the hands of a psycho, that he is "helping" a lunatic and a murderer to take over the world, knowing! that thanks to HIM, Mymo's plans have a pretty good chance to succeed